cree

Ever had one of those things that you experience for the first time and then kept doing it til it fucked you all up...

I got horribly wasted Tuesday, no Wedsday. I went to play pool. Had a beer. Left. Got some wiskey and tequilla. Went to, not an abandoned, but un-occupied house and drank. Smoked my first joint. The bad part about that is, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Which probably means i'll do it again.

Mind you I didn't do all the shit by myself.

What kinda freak do you think I am?

Imagine four people in a gorgeous duplex, giggling incessantly.
For feeling like I was light, heavy, and on a roller coaster all at once, I keep from doing stupid shit. Like going to White Castle with David driving, who might I add was very high. I stayed in the house.

I kept saying this is house horror movies and pornos start out. But they came back safe and sound. I'm still glad I didn't go.
And lucky enough this house was maybe 5 blocks from my house. If things had gotten really bad I could have walked home.

I've never done anything in excess like that before.

I'll becarefull not to do that often.