I am BACK! The ice around my existence has melted and I feel the powers of creativity surging through me again restoring my confidence and energizing my will to thrive and live to maximum. I admit I have quite the reluctance in social circles to engage that girl I am thrilled by, and ignite conversation with her so that we may then see are compatibility. I love sex as much as the next person whom also loves sex but it is the kinetic thrill of companionship I cherish. I recently under went a change of location back toward Chicago and have separated from the close friends and art scene I adore. Due to this shifting of reality a loneliness had sunk in and darkened my out look. I admit the clouds had been kept at bay collecting precipitation over the ocean of my doubts for some time before the Trans-Atlantic current of my displacement rushed them over the sunshine of my hope. I know that not everyone is compatible and it does take talking to many people before a suitable candidate is un earthed. Of course the real candidate is a potato sack race with no finish line and no other competitors, just the thrill of both choosing to hop along. With these notions and underlying intentions masked by a devilish grin, martial arts toned body and creativity swirling in my eyes I am hesitant about approaching women I find attractive. The site is different and gives me a bit more bravery but I also know where I stand here. Still with that in mind I feel more confident than ever today and am ready to make this my year, I will succeed or die (eventually). I have weathered the storm (I like storms) of upheaval and uncertainty and am ready for art shows and social awkwardness! 