crbeams

well my wish came true to simple lay down and sleep next to a female(an old friend ) it was comfortable no sex (she is a lisbien) and came at the right time(bad day at doc's) to bad she goes back to LA.

for even tho it was a one night. she help me out alot.

all i want is something simple to ly next to a female and fall asleep. right now I will even take the foot of the bed.
I dont need money, I have friends, sex is sex. but to relax next to someone brings me comfort in to my world of pain.

A great night
It was only for 3 hours. She made me dinner and fixed my back. thankyou
but the best part was I helped her relax with out tv, music(and sex we are just friends)
her cat although relaxed the most feel asleep and could not wake him up.
little did i know that helpping her relax, help me too.

the 13th is almost here my only neice will be one month. and my grandfather will be lay to rest (he past away thanksgiving)

here is a poem i wrote for my niece(well ok me)

Two storms are trying to come together
Both dangerous, powerful
But beautiful beyond sight
One from an old soul
The other is a new heart and mind
They will join...
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my hello poem...

As the half lit moon hugs the earth in her arms
A tear falls from my eye

For I realized
That people will only look at the amazingly bright side of the moon
That shines down on us
But they never will look at the beauty the dark side holds

Just like in people
Everyone sees the glowing part of our souls...
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