Well I am not sad today 
I like not being sad. I had a pretty go0d day yesterday. Oh yeah it was a super duper busy day. I woke up early and went to the doctor. She is going to be my primary care doctor cuz I don't have one. Anywho, I had to see her cuz I can't find a damn psychitrist to watch my meds and shit so she ordered me refills. She is super nice, helpful and understanding. I'm always so happy to find a real person in the medical world. It's been like over 2 years since I've had any bloodwork done so I went to the lab to do that. I HATE MY VEINS!!! I am so transparent you can see veins all over the place but my arm where they are supposed to be. I told him to be careful cuz everyone always has a hard time but he's like "Oh no, I'm really go0d." WHAT THE FUCK EVER!!! He stuck the needle in and had to poke around for a while. Geez that hurts really bad. I like pain and all and don't mind getting blood drawn but stick the fucking vein and get it over with. Arg it's the worst when there's a needle jabbing around under your skin. So of course I have a big ugly bruise 
I'm just telling everyone I love heroin. 
I was sad the other night tho cuz I feel so fat. I've gained like 11 lbs somehow. It sucks. I had to go buy fat girl pants and it made me cry. I haven't gained any weight in forever, I stayed the same for like 5 years. I wish I didn't like fo0d so much but I fuckin love it. I love food that tastes go0d and isn't healthy! Whatever, I don't care. Ben thinks I am sexy and lots of other people do to0 so mbleeeeeehjdhfk!!
We went to Lauren's party and I ran into the usual party people and it was fun. Stupid keg nazis tho, I hate how people get around a keg. It's all the fucking teenagers to0. I almost beat this one stupid bitch. It was Lauren's birthday party, me and her have the same birthday March 7th so she told everyone I get special keg privelages and when she left this stupid bitch whore was like "So I don't care". I told her to fuck off and laughed cuz her mom is a crack head/speed freak.
I am tired of typing now.
<----- WTF is that?
Oh yes I am glad I made friends in the SG chat last night! *nerds*
I like not being sad. I had a pretty go0d day yesterday. Oh yeah it was a super duper busy day. I woke up early and went to the doctor. She is going to be my primary care doctor cuz I don't have one. Anywho, I had to see her cuz I can't find a damn psychitrist to watch my meds and shit so she ordered me refills. She is super nice, helpful and understanding. I'm always so happy to find a real person in the medical world. It's been like over 2 years since I've had any bloodwork done so I went to the lab to do that. I HATE MY VEINS!!! I am so transparent you can see veins all over the place but my arm where they are supposed to be. I told him to be careful cuz everyone always has a hard time but he's like "Oh no, I'm really go0d." WHAT THE FUCK EVER!!! He stuck the needle in and had to poke around for a while. Geez that hurts really bad. I like pain and all and don't mind getting blood drawn but stick the fucking vein and get it over with. Arg it's the worst when there's a needle jabbing around under your skin. So of course I have a big ugly bruise I'm just telling everyone I love heroin.
I was sad the other night tho cuz I feel so fat. I've gained like 11 lbs somehow. It sucks. I had to go buy fat girl pants and it made me cry. I haven't gained any weight in forever, I stayed the same for like 5 years. I wish I didn't like fo0d so much but I fuckin love it. I love food that tastes go0d and isn't healthy! Whatever, I don't care. Ben thinks I am sexy and lots of other people do to0 so mbleeeeeehjdhfk!!
We went to Lauren's party and I ran into the usual party people and it was fun. Stupid keg nazis tho, I hate how people get around a keg. It's all the fucking teenagers to0. I almost beat this one stupid bitch. It was Lauren's birthday party, me and her have the same birthday March 7th so she told everyone I get special keg privelages and when she left this stupid bitch whore was like "So I don't care". I told her to fuck off and laughed cuz her mom is a crack head/speed freak.
I am tired of typing now.
<----- WTF is that?
Oh yes I am glad I made friends in the SG chat last night! *nerds*
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sixele:
I'm so sorry.. I have seven pen pals not accociated with SG and after I write them I kinda get pen palled out. I will try to send you something soon. 
fallingvictim:
yes yes yes the rain does suck, well sometimes. like when you actually want to go outside. my band was actually up north this weekend and i must say the weather was nice.