crazywhitegirl

So I quit my job today. I've never had a job that made me feel so stupid, depressed and miserable. People kept telling me I could do it, it's hard at first but I'll get the hang of it.. blah blah. I had to leave the first day on the phones to cry because I couldn't take it anymore. The training there was worthless!! I hated taking peoples calls with all these e-mail/internet/stupid problems and I had no idea what the fuck they were talking about but had to pretend and tell them shit to do that I kno wasn't gonna help them. I couldn't transfer them to L2's, they'd "help" me and tell me what to do but I didn't process any of that information! GAH!!! I kno I can be really go0d at different things and jobs but this was just NOT one of them. Fuck. After i left work last night I wanted to cry but I didn't. I almost did. Went to my Ben's right after work and he couldn't even cheer me up. I felt just awful and depressed and super emo. It sucked, I wanted to die. I woke up this morning knowing I wasn't going to work and I have been in a go0d mo0d all day! :o) Thank god. I hate when I get so depressed like that. But tomorrow I'm going to a job fair for Randall's. Ben said they make people put bandaids over their piercings... that is gay. I dunno, I'm still gonna go and see what they say.

Yay I got Two Brothers! 108 minutes of cute baby tigers!!!