It aint my job to fuck you on your birthday anymore.
Fuckin humidity. It's not hot but it's still too god damn humid! I walk home, like a 10 minute walk and I'm all sticky and sweaty when I get back. Bleh!
School went well. I gotta think of one more "thing" and do more sketches and look for more fonts I guess. I helped...
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Fuckin humidity. It's not hot but it's still too god damn humid! I walk home, like a 10 minute walk and I'm all sticky and sweaty when I get back. Bleh!
School went well. I gotta think of one more "thing" and do more sketches and look for more fonts I guess. I helped...
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Monday : Sunny. Hot. High near 90F. Winds light and variable.
BOO!! I knew Summer wasn't quite over. WTF. Fuck you Texas!! I'm totally moving to Canada. With frequent trips back for Tex-Mex cuisine. Mmmm.
Ok, so0o0o here's the verdict (in my crazy opinion)-
Seasonale, my new BC was making me want to die and do nothing. I started taking it last Sunday and all...
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BOO!! I knew Summer wasn't quite over. WTF. Fuck you Texas!! I'm totally moving to Canada. With frequent trips back for Tex-Mex cuisine. Mmmm.
Ok, so0o0o here's the verdict (in my crazy opinion)-
Seasonale, my new BC was making me want to die and do nothing. I started taking it last Sunday and all...
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scullyt:
Hey Poopy!
I got my cookie, it wasn't really a cookie anymore though!!
I got my cookie, it wasn't really a cookie anymore though!!
giggles:
It's raining cats and dogs here 
Some bullshit I just thought of....
I've worked too fucking hard in this life and come too fucking far. I've been far more depressed than I am now and I was able to get over it. Life isn't easy but you only get one chance at it. Life is worth living sometimes, I have so many happy memories and good times to remember.
I just...
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I've worked too fucking hard in this life and come too fucking far. I've been far more depressed than I am now and I was able to get over it. Life isn't easy but you only get one chance at it. Life is worth living sometimes, I have so many happy memories and good times to remember.
I just...
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scullyt:
Hey man use Dr. Bourdeux Baby Butt Cream!!!
HA!
I hope your interview was good, where are you, hello are you back yet? IM me! Hey where's my effin cookie!!!
HA!
I hope your interview was good, where are you, hello are you back yet? IM me! Hey where's my effin cookie!!!
ragefilledmuffin:
How'd the interview go?
Sometimes, I feel the same way about my journal as a venting place--and I'm almost surprised sometimes that peopel comment on it.
Sometimes, I feel the same way about my journal as a venting place--and I'm almost surprised sometimes that peopel comment on it.
So I called my psych yesterday and left a message on his voice mail about what's been goin on. He called me back twice this morning, the first time I didn't feel like talking but then I knew I needed to so I answered the 2nd time. He gave me some samples of Seroquel to take at night. Blah. More meds. I haven't changed my...
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kyleomen:
Hmmm, meds.
lordauch:
I used to take Seroquel 50 to 100 mg to help me sleep. I personally did not like it, kind of zobified me. It is used for Schizophrenia (1200 mg) but one of the side effects is somnolence.
[Edited on Oct 13, 2005 11:22PM]
[Edited on Oct 13, 2005 11:22PM]
Sorry I'm so depressed. I don't know why I keep apologizing to everyone because of it. Bleh. Derrrrrrr...
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panthro:
it's probably because your'e a girl. and girls have smaller brains! about have the size of a mans. it's science! 
giggles:
don't be sorry
I'm stiiiiill alive. Bleh, I was in class today and all I could think about was wanting to die. I couldn't focus on anything else. WTF?!? I told my teacher I was having trouble but he didn't really help with my project. Blarg. So I sat there being worthless for 2 hours then finally just took my stuff and walked home. I didn't wanna sit...
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List of places to burn down:
1- Emo's
2- Direct Impact (Sony)
3- The um W.H. (I don't want the feds kickin my door)
4- Kelley Toomb's house/office/car
5- Anyone else that gets in my way of my arson rage.
So yeah, remember that interview for Sony I had fucking 3 weeks ago? I called them twice last week then this morning. I got a...
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1- Emo's
2- Direct Impact (Sony)
3- The um W.H. (I don't want the feds kickin my door)
4- Kelley Toomb's house/office/car
5- Anyone else that gets in my way of my arson rage.
So yeah, remember that interview for Sony I had fucking 3 weeks ago? I called them twice last week then this morning. I got a...
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chilli:
I love your tulips! They are such gorgeous vibrant colours!
bigfloppy:
im not sure if you know this, but adamcore is now a crazy white girl too as seen here
I decided this week I'm gonna REALLY try to get a job. And not half ass try like I have been. I know sending resumes, having interviews, turning in applications is part of it but I need to keep on their asses and be assertive. Blah. At least I'm not emo at the moment. Just lazy as always
I'm feeling much better. I can breathe...
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I'm feeling much better. I can breathe...
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cretinfamily:
hehehe maybe you could work at wal-mart
muthermaggie:
that's what i'm saying!
in my toddlerhood i played with an old school type writter that weighed 4x what i did.
we were gipped.
in my toddlerhood i played with an old school type writter that weighed 4x what i did.
we were gipped.
Ok fuckers, this is my same motto as fucking myspace. And I *HATE* myspace but you should know that. I'm only on there cuz bitches freak out if you're not these days. It's kinda cool to find people from way back when but mainly it's a stupid trendy circus full of whores and idiots that can't spell for crap. But ANYWAYS-
DON'T TRY TO ADD...
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anaphylaxia:
HELLO!
can i be your friend now?
and yeah, ants suck ass....kill every last one of those bastards you can. i keep spraying around my house to get rid of them, but those little fuckers still find a damn way in.....
can i be your friend now?
and yeah, ants suck ass....kill every last one of those bastards you can. i keep spraying around my house to get rid of them, but those little fuckers still find a damn way in.....
anaphylaxia:
CrazyWhiteGirl
yeah those little assholes. They keep getting inside cuz "winter" is coming or something. At least pest control comes on Wednesday again.
KILL KILL KILL
man, i really hope we actually have a real winter this year, to kill off all the bugs & ants and shit.....
and i probably should just get an exterminator to come out and take care of the ones i have, but that costs $$$, and well....i'm kinda broke right now.
what sucks the worst about ants though, is that if you leave just a little tiny crumb of anything out anywhere, those little bastards will find it....even if they have to crawl a half a freakin mile to get to it. how the hell do they pick up the scent so freakin well? 
So0o0o0o0o.
I wanted to go to Austin Park 'n Pizza but Ben would rather stay home, drink beer and play counterstrike. I even begged him and offered a blow job. WTF?! Loser!! So I got on AIM and asked a random internet friend. So he came and picked me up and we went. We got a wrist band and like $6 off cuz it was...
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I wanted to go to Austin Park 'n Pizza but Ben would rather stay home, drink beer and play counterstrike. I even begged him and offered a blow job. WTF?! Loser!! So I got on AIM and asked a random internet friend. So he came and picked me up and we went. We got a wrist band and like $6 off cuz it was...
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scullyt:
PLAY BINGO!!!! PLAY BINGO!!!! PLAY BINGO!!!
cretinfamily:
your boy sounds a lot like mine...lol.
that is a really really good pic.
i am teh suck at mini golf....i'll come to austin so you can beat my ass at it.
that is a really really good pic.
i am teh suck at mini golf....i'll come to austin so you can beat my ass at it.
omg I'm so fuckin crazy. I should legally change my name to CWG. I'LL DO IT! I'M CRAZY!!! 
I went to Big Lots! again cuz I needed to return this crappy expensive wig I bought that looked like shit. It's a mistake to go on a Saturday, especially the one in the mexican part of the ghetto. Ugh I stood in line forever then this...
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I went to Big Lots! again cuz I needed to return this crappy expensive wig I bought that looked like shit. It's a mistake to go on a Saturday, especially the one in the mexican part of the ghetto. Ugh I stood in line forever then this...
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scullyt:
BINGO IS FUN!!!!
ragefilledmuffin:
I'm gonna hit up a dollar store or three tomorrow for more Halloween goodies. I went to the white trash mecca today (aka Walmart) and bought a big airblown inflatable and some freaky glowing eyes. I wanna make this place a Halloween wonderland.
And I've been picking up some pen pal stuff so surprises are forthcoming.
And I've been picking up some pen pal stuff so surprises are forthcoming.
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klu:
I LOVE CANDY CORN!@@@!!!!
GIVE ME CANDY CORN NOW!!!!!!!!!
heh.
i love your sg burlesque pics too!
looks like you had a great time!
i hope i will be here when it comes to seattle.
GIVE ME CANDY CORN NOW!!!!!!!!!
heh.
i love your sg burlesque pics too!
looks like you had a great time!
i hope i will be here when it comes to seattle.
rock_starry:
i want a cookie i am part of the pen pal group so if you need my address it is in there please send me one they are so cute
So, Apple huh? Lemme know if you get iTunes figured out because my favorite new CD is a wma file and I can't get the shit on my iPod.
Why do you live in Austin if you hate the heat so much? Are you on probation or something?