I had two of my reoccurring dreamas last night.
The first was I was trying to save a bunch of fish by putting them into clean fish tanks (normally I'm saving kitties, so fish is a new one). I was picking some off the floor and throwing them back into the water. Others I transferred from dirty tanks to clean water. Some didn't make it and died from either being out of the water for too long or because they were eaten/abused by other fish in their tank before I could save them.
The second dream was about the most recent ex (which was over about a year ago now, very hard to believe). He always comes to me in my dreams, very emotional. Only he isn't able to tell me what is wrong. I am completely mean and not receptive to him making contact in my life. He keeps following me, calling me, showing up where I am...but never says a thing. I speak for him and all he can answer is "I don't know." (this is pretty much how the relationship was when we were together) In this dream, I bought a house and for some reason told him about it in a voice message. Once he found out about it (like me moving to Boulder) he began calling me, always failing to leave a message or say anything important. When I finally confronted him to find out what he wanted, he just stood there, unable to express himself. I just walked away, leaving him standing there.
I often wonder what these dreams signify and why I keep having them. Obviously, there are unresolved things that I need to deal with and my subconscious is trying to help me out. But each time I have the dream I am not any more clear on the meaning. What are they trying to tell me?
The first was I was trying to save a bunch of fish by putting them into clean fish tanks (normally I'm saving kitties, so fish is a new one). I was picking some off the floor and throwing them back into the water. Others I transferred from dirty tanks to clean water. Some didn't make it and died from either being out of the water for too long or because they were eaten/abused by other fish in their tank before I could save them.
The second dream was about the most recent ex (which was over about a year ago now, very hard to believe). He always comes to me in my dreams, very emotional. Only he isn't able to tell me what is wrong. I am completely mean and not receptive to him making contact in my life. He keeps following me, calling me, showing up where I am...but never says a thing. I speak for him and all he can answer is "I don't know." (this is pretty much how the relationship was when we were together) In this dream, I bought a house and for some reason told him about it in a voice message. Once he found out about it (like me moving to Boulder) he began calling me, always failing to leave a message or say anything important. When I finally confronted him to find out what he wanted, he just stood there, unable to express himself. I just walked away, leaving him standing there.
I often wonder what these dreams signify and why I keep having them. Obviously, there are unresolved things that I need to deal with and my subconscious is trying to help me out. But each time I have the dream I am not any more clear on the meaning. What are they trying to tell me?