crazedone

Freedom, if only a small amount and for a fleeting moment.

My ex went and fucked some dude scumbag style. She's been on my case for a while now trying to guilt me and use jedi mind tricks (they don't work on me) for a while. I did actually feel a little guilty and it was fucking with me in that I would hesitate on dating on women.

Well now she can't use that on me anymore.

I'll be honest, it was never stopping me either but I'm not heartless. I still really care(d) for her just not in a way that would keep us together.

I was a little jealous when she told me, as was her intent I'm sure. Then it clicked that I don't have to look out for her feelings (not that I never knew this).

La libertad.

So now what do I do? Don't know but at this moment I feel like a weight is off my shoulders and it feels good.

Oh yeah, there's way more to the story than that. I don't want to go any deeper though.


-Cheers