Alot is new with me.....
F'n Dell talked to me about a more permanent position..... this week... even thought I barely am getting the shit done currently.... They were so impressed by the last few months that they gave me an interview... so apparently I am not out the door yet.... I am in much better shape then 75% of...
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Woohooo! See my problem is I could give a fuck if theses people get a computer! I hate talking to people that I have to explain the celeron vs pentium thing too... They suck!
I am attempting to tow my car to the mechanic tomorrow.... I hate being broke..... I wish I could just "throw it in...
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i dont care much about him leaving
what's meant to be will be
i think that when i find someone it will just happen
i never LOOK for someone
i dont see that as a goal
it should happen if it does
you know?

also, do you work on commission?

I mean like a lot... well a lot for southern oregon.... and a lot for a kid who used to live in phx, az......
I had to go to work today.... It was easy going down the hill but fuck me was it hard going bak up after my shift! It took a good ten minutes... and of course we...
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just geting rid of another boy
haha
I love my slippers......
that was pretty much all I have to say.....

So I am alive! New Years was good. The sushi was good and the movies were good. It was a total blast! I liked Resident Evil 2 but I wanted way more of milla..... Anchorman is so dumb it was funny and the unrated version seemed quite a bit different from the movie I saw in theaters. I do have a faulty memory however....
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I totally wanna see Napoleon Dynamite ... everyone keeps telling me how good it is ... apparently I gotta be seeing dolphins to really appriciate the movie ... which is no problem with me.
And as for your idle thoughts ... figure out what the best thing before sliced bread was.
it's good to hear that you've been drawing. i haven't in awhile. i have, however, taken to watching gross amounts of tv programming (i.e. x-files) and, on occasion, playing sim city 4 (reincarnated, since i lost everything in The Great VirusStorm of last year).
so in my other spare time I have been entertaining some idle thoughts....
what, you wanna know what i've been dwelling on or something?
well, in a word, existentialism.
According to the bible God made the world in 7 days right? Well what exactly was a day to god? I mean he is the one who made the sun and the moon right.... so until that happened how long was the day... I mean couldn't his one day have been like a million years to us..... so ike why does creationism and science try to rule the other out?
i've heard some people explain it as a metaphor (this SO does not feel like the correct word), and not something to be taken literally. personally, i feel diving into this issue (even the shallow end) is one great clusterfuck. but, hey, it's fun to get into a spirited debate now and again, isn't it?
[Edited on Jan 06, 2005 11:11PM]
Shit talk about a lackluster sales week for me..... in 4 days I only sold 5 computers...... shitty.....
Well I have tomorrow off and I am looking forward to atttempting my first ever homemeade sushi ..... we also will have other things to eat and drink and I have rented a bunch a movies to watch. Including: I, Robot; Anchorman; Napolean...
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how did you like it?
I liked the 1st one much better.

Sorry to all of my friends for being mia.... I still love ya...
Shit has been wierd.....
Here is a recap..... as some of you may know I was working 6 days a week for my shit job..... so I never felt like being online when I was not at work..... the phones were...
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And I changed my pic a few days ago. I still don't have a new camera and I needed a change.
I have not been around much andprobably won't be until after christmas.
Speaking of Christmas.... Happy Holidays to all! I am headed to my Aunts which is good I need some family to be with since I can't afford a plane ticket to AZ. So everyone has been calling me saying how they want me there and shit. Which kinda sucks...
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My cristmas shopping is pretty damn near complete..... Just 3 more peeps.... woowoo!
My dad bought a motorcycle yesterday! I am pretty damned excited and it ain't even mine..... My stepmom went ballistic on him because he runs in...
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things are ok.....
have a good x-mas


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I think us gen-Xers are pretty... self-reflective and nostalgic. I don't know, just what I've observed. And I personally feel pulled in so many directions, it's hard to know who I am most of the time. And then I figure it our and go "God I'm stupid for trying to be this other thing"