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Thursday May 27, 2004

May 27, 2004
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Hey there,
So I have not written since I started this account. So as you can tell I am not a big journal person. I do write however and occasionally I even journal Strangely enough I felt like journaling a bit today and hell what's a journal if it isn't public?? Hmmm.......

Anyways I digress... That is a fun word.. Say it with me 'DIGRESS'. Isn't that a great word... Well anyways back to my journal entry.

So I am completely and totally overhauling my life. It's like extreme makeovers without all the nasty 'I hate myself' plastic surgery! Anyways I have decided to leave my hometown of Phoenix, AZ. Some of you might be saying 'AND.......', well I do not officially have an 'and'. Sorry. It is my first real huge change. I am leaving a job that had benefits and decent enough job security and moving to start again. To attempt to make a new life make new friends, actually find a job I could even halfway like. So that is my 'and'. I looked at my life and saw where it was heading and it was not pretty. Each year I get more and more claustrophobic and the friends I have I woke up one day and realized I did not like who I was or where my life choices had taken me. I had followed a path of least resistence which means I am broke and in debt.My friends no longer share the same ideas or desires that I do, they chose to live while I chose....well I'm jnot sure really. They have serious things going onthey have goals and plans and I just wait for the paychexk. I find myself dating someone I am not really in love with or all that interested in and all I can dream of is escape. So I finally decided to shut up and do it. So I am heading to OR. Where I only know other expatriots from Phoenix. My pop and his wife. So I will have a jump point. I realized that I will need to figure out how to meet people again because I became to comfortable here and I have only a small group of people. Hey what doesn't kill me, can only make me stronger right. So hey feel free to drop me a line if anyone reads this. Which I doubt... but anyways.


So to further blab.... My sister has demanded that I spend time with her in San Diego. SO I will be there until June 26. Then onto OR. I am excited, anxious and overwhelmingly petrified all at the same time. ANyways that is all for now. I will try to drop a line when I get there. Although I will only have dial up, which is the main reason for terror... hehe

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