appointment with the rehab center June 17th.

Hope I get some answers.

Who knows.

tired of not being able to get my plans going because of the fact that I have to save my money by month.

I got offered a job I may do if it doesn't effect my Social Security, hopefully I find out Monday.

Spring cleaning.

Been busy doing that the past couple of days.

It's been awesome out, but I don't have places or subjects to take pictures of.

My whole room is situated differently because it has been the same way for 12years..and I was tired of it..I kind of got hurt.. moved into the basement and that was my life.. I never really put any thought...
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I could use somebody.

Seriously, my friends came over from Kansas this weekend, and it showed me how much I like to be around people but how hard my life is, but also what I am missing.

They, Jered and Meghan, came to spend the weekend with me and their life looks absolutely amazing and I want to have a chance like that. I'm not...
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"coarse air of the wood - discard your skin - your pallid worm like vulnerability - coarse air of the wood - exchange your skin for pelt of dun and brindle luxury - a pentagram is burning in your eyes - and soft pale twists of wolf bane squeeze your heart - a grinding pain is writhing in your thighs - a crunch of bones...
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So. One of the greatest things that will ever happen to me begins June 30th. IrishWhiskey will be getting into my mini van/fighter jet ( ) and I will drive her to my house to stay for 2 weeks, AND she will be here on my birthday (July 13th)... who could ask for more.

I Just hope that she can handle my weird ass schedule,...
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