So again.. my emotions get me.. is it wrong that I got emotional because of the Scrubs season AND series finale? It reminded me of my dad when JD and Cox hugged.. because the last memory I have of my dad is me giving him a early birthday present...he hugged me and died 4 days later (at home.. massive heart attack.. while he had a lady over...yeah).
9 years ago
Still, I loved the ending because it had this amazing scene that showed JD watching home movies of his life.. HIS FUTURE life...he made it what he wanted.
He also brought up that to much living in the past is a bad thing and I agree. My life up until I met a very special person was based on what happened in the past. I had no "real" ambition or a goal (I mean don't get me wrong I do have a bachelors and graduated with honors from art college, but I didn't actually make a real whole hearted effort...and when I didn't get help I shut down) for my life other than staying alive and sane. Obviously both of those goals are important, but I didn't have a direction for anything I didn't feel like my life mattered because of a multitude of things. The great thing though is that in the 12 years since I got hurt, and 9 since my dad died, I have met some super sweet friends online and that has kept me going.
Still.. I feel like I am just now understanding life. The reason for life. I'm 28 (29 July 13th) but I feel like I'm 20-22 just graduated with a bachelors degree and I am ready to -try- life.
It's going to be ridiculously hard and I'm positive I can't do it on my own, but I am going to try my best.
9 years ago
Still, I loved the ending because it had this amazing scene that showed JD watching home movies of his life.. HIS FUTURE life...he made it what he wanted.
He also brought up that to much living in the past is a bad thing and I agree. My life up until I met a very special person was based on what happened in the past. I had no "real" ambition or a goal (I mean don't get me wrong I do have a bachelors and graduated with honors from art college, but I didn't actually make a real whole hearted effort...and when I didn't get help I shut down) for my life other than staying alive and sane. Obviously both of those goals are important, but I didn't have a direction for anything I didn't feel like my life mattered because of a multitude of things. The great thing though is that in the 12 years since I got hurt, and 9 since my dad died, I have met some super sweet friends online and that has kept me going.
Still.. I feel like I am just now understanding life. The reason for life. I'm 28 (29 July 13th) but I feel like I'm 20-22 just graduated with a bachelors degree and I am ready to -try- life.
It's going to be ridiculously hard and I'm positive I can't do it on my own, but I am going to try my best.
trust me
and you have proven yourself quite respectable and honorable
and that will get you very far
i know that you will be one of the happiest people once things smooth out and you get your life how you want it to be.