crash_drive

I want to say I’m sorry everyone for not doing much here. You support me and follow me which I really appreciate. I’m going to try and get myself out of this. I have no job right now, am going to declare bankruptcy, move back home so I’ve been in this depressive funk plus I don’t have my besty still. She still needs time and a break because of things she’s dealing with so I’ve not contacted her for over a month. Yet again she and I are connected. I find it interesting that every time she has big issues to deal with so do I. We have so much in common it sometimes is scary. Though in honesty she is more stubborn and proud than I am because I actually backed down from arguments and fights with her which is unheard of so I met my match which I’ve searched decades for and equal. Do not think I’d like her more than a friend though. No chance in hell I’d want a relationship with her because she is just to harsh for me and I couldn’t handle issues she has. I am a gentle soul so I’m sensitive and when angry she can be very hurtful verbally so no I could never feel love for her. I will try to post more here for all of you. I’m sorry I have neglected you here.