craptastic

So..... I added some of my photography to the pics section on here, take a look see.

I miss my Kelli She was the only one who understood me, made me feel comfortable to be totally myself. But now she is In Louisville, KY and it feels like a million miles away. I wonder if we'll ever come around to being on the same page. I hope so. She is my soulmate, I know it. At least i get to see her on Friday!

So i've come to the conclusion that i completely like being sad/depressed. That is so wrong but its when im at my best. Fucking bi-polar, stupid chemicals. I've been this way for so long that i don't know how to be happy anymore. Isn't that sad?
Does anyone even read this mindless dribble? If so, just leave a comment saying hi, or yes, or something.

THoughts for Shambles...things will improve gurl, hang in there.
Here's a pic of my new tattoo for anyone who missed it yesterday.



My Favorite Part Of The Day Was:
Seeing an ex who fucked me over real proper like and calling her Satan. Bitch....I loved you.
What's yours?