craigula

I'm back, but for how long I don't really know. I'm still trying to get my self back into order.

In Craig news... 1 and 4 months of relationship = over. Long distance finally got the best of us. Really shitty considering we only had 3 months of long distance left to go... ugh... I definately still love her and who knows what the future...
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Sometimes even if we try everything we can its not enough. I will not be on SG much anymore as I am going to get myself in order. I have been acting ridiculously in my real life and feel like I am losing too many people that mean a lot to me. Take care and best regards.

Updated this journal like 4 times today.. feel stupid after each entry. Um, going to watch High Fidelity tonight.

What do you do when the person you always cried on is the one making you cry?

I need to do something new in my life. Ideas anyone?

day started out as horrible but by the end of it it started to get a bit better. i am really sick and emotionally distraught. i'd really just like someone to hold me. lame. i got really upset with someone i care about, and i should have just kept my mouth shut. hope everyone else is doing well. hopefully things work out for me cuz...
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i am sick and extremely bleh. i got really upset with someone i really care about and really i just want someone to hold me. loooove me someone.

xoxo

Need to buy myself a record player as I have AFI, Locust, and a few other vinyl that I am dying to play. Ottawa is the same ol - tons of stress and melodrama. Meh whatves. The weather here sucks my ass as well. I'll be updating my journal again and sending out msgy's. love and biscuits.

xoxo

Happiness is hard to come by..
But I've had my fair share..

xoxo

Best wishes everyone,
I'm off to Ottawa tomorrow.
xoxo

I will shove a spike through my throat to stop from saying any words of love.

Mmm just ate at this vegetarian restaurant called 'Hey Good Cooking'. Its awesome... run by this little British man. Gotta love veggie burgers and salad. Came home and topped it up with a SOY beverage (Damn you anti soy people!) I don't understand how any of you can enjoy the taste of milk over soy.. Ugh. Honestly besides Cheese and the occasional ice cream thats...
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