crackerjak

off to the philly to get deftones tickets..

i hate life!!!!!!!!

everytime there is a group event that im actually going to go to, something stops me. this is work so its a decent excuse, i tried to get off tonight but they told me the day was booked up so maybe next time.. hopefully it wont be on a sunday

ok so i have the home situation fixed temporarily. and im kinda happy about it so far. this is the first time ive been able to get on a computer in a really long time. i have a lot of catching up to do on here so i think ill have at it

why oh why oh why oh why, man ive really been getting lonely lately. im not the type of person who has to have someone in my life but i have been hoping to meet somene. its time for me to make an effort to find someone i can be with for a long time. my problem is im way too picky when it comes...
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well i havent been on to update much for two reasons. i have nothing important to say and ive been extremely cracked out on online poker. and im off to it, hopefully ill either run out of money soon or ill win tons of it. hopefully the latter.....

i usually never pay any attention to horoscopes, but this one actually bugged me out a bit.

don't be seduced into believing that going somewhere new will give you a clean start. the truth is you don't have to go anywhere. desire is all you need to get that new project or relationship off the ground..

after all that shit i wrote last night about...
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i wonder why it is that i have such a destructive personality. there isnt much to my life, i think about leaving alot lately. i spend alot of time just driving around imagining i dont have to come back to this place. new jersey is just full of soo many things i wish i can forget. there isnt anything keeping me here, i should just...
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Good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment.
Barry LePatner

so i made a new group. independant clothing is for people like myself who make our own clothing for business or recreation. so these baby steps are working good for me here. i found that i like the group section much more than the thread boards. i dont have to deal with the thread nazis rippin everyone up if you dont see things their way....
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