cptpyjama

I've been keeping up and I think I will get to the end of this uni year without any major breakdowns or depression bouts. Just stay positive.

Also, Martin got dumped What a bitch she is. He wouldn't say why except that it was something to do with the past. Well, whatever. He said he doesn't hold it against her, but, you know, you don't dump MY friends without a good reason. He seems to be holding up okay, but I think he's just trying to put a brave face on it. I hope he is okay.

It's just not fair. I thought he was all happy. I want to look after him. I spent all day looking after Harry, who is two, and was crying for his muuuuuuuuummeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee unless I picked him up and ran up and down with him, or showed him out the window, or held him then let him fall back upsidedown and then caught him again, and then he giggled and had the sweetest cheeky little grin. I'm gonna miss him now placement is over, and all the other kids. I don't know if holding him upsidedown would work on Martin. Not sure I could do that, anyway.