wow, sometimes the ups and downs of life just make you tired... I have a job I enjoy and a great family. but, I miss a girl and I'm commuting 3 and a half hours a day for work. I guess in the long run we all have to be thankful for what we have and strive for the things we don't. but enough of...
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So I start my new job on tomorrow. I must say I am excited but I can't say I'm not nervous. This is a great opportunity for me and will set me up for a good career so I can't fuck it up. So, I'm commuting from north orange county to San Diego until I can find a new place. But, I'm not complaining at...
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I GOT THE JOB!!!

FUCK YEA!!!

So I'm sitting here waiting to hear whether I got this new job and the suspense is killing me. I really need this job and I just wish they would fuckin call me! oh well, either way I'm headed to Vegas tomorrow so I'll be happy or depressed, both of which I will be drinking for.

This sucks!

I just got back from a bike ride and I feel so good. I'm tired if being the person I am and ready to be the person I can see inside myself, and I know that sounds corny but I feel that way now. I am ready to feel good proud of myself when I'm naked!

I also found this awesome song on youtube called...
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So it has been two months since I stopped smoking pot and I cant wait to get this stupid drug test over with. Probably the most stressed out I have ever been and I cant just sit back and relax. when are they going to legalize it? and I know there are clean out systems and I've used them before, but in this economy I...
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Yesterday I went to the SGSD picnic and I gata say thank you to everyone who was there. I just moved to San Diego and haven't had a lot of time to go out and make some new friends in the area but the group yesterday was so great to hang out with. Everyone was very welcoming to me and the night just got more...
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Man its been a while. I've been killin myself trying to get a job. And to top it all off I've stopped smoking until Im in a new job. I really want to smoke a bowl right now.

This weekend was interesting, my house almost burned down in the Yorba Linda fire and we had 20 minutes to evacuate. I spent the weekend in a...
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wow, just got back from the ranch last night and i feel great. nice long bike ride and some good fishing, not to mention some really good weed. it was good for me to get out of town and clear my head. now im ready for the job interviews and moving that october will bring. on top of it all, today is my last first...
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im contemplating the the cruel twists our lives take. sometimes a person can strip everything away and be left with the core of who they are. why does fate aim straight at this core? i understand that life without pain has no substance, but at what point can we all let go? just experience freedom. we get to places where we are standing with our...
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so im sitting here waiting for these shrooms to kick in wondering if anyone will ever read this. i cant wait to watch alice in wonderland on these things. its gana be so awesome!!!! how deep does the rabbit hole go?