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I'm getting preferated tomorrow smile

Here's another Nails for ya

And All That Could Have Been


Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here

Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in...
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lila:
yay for poking holes in nipples!!!
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Mr. Self Destruct
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I am the voice inside your head . . . . And I control you
I am the lover in your bed. . . . . . . And I control you
I am the sex that you provide . . . . . And I control you
I am the hate you try to hide . . ....
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hel:
i was gonna change that pic... i didn't like it so much
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It's in my sub-concious slowly working it's way up. Priorities rearranging themselves. Phantom sounds of woman noises, reaction without stimulation. The dreams, man, the dreams. Every night the scenes play out, every morning still alone. Waking up, head on one pillow, holding another. How many hours a day thinking of somone I'll never meet? Haunted by black hair and deep, soulful eyes the color of...
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lila:
what can i say?...i've just always had a craving for a pink sparkly dildo...i think it would make a good dresser decoration as well as the intended use.... confused
hel:
you knew the episode... good very good..... love your profile pic, i have nailbunny tattooed on my arm... tongue
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Going to get my nipples pierced and get some sushi sometime between Wednesday and next Sunday. smile

Bills, bills, bills frown

Will be making more money by the end of the month. Military gives extra money to people who live off base. smile

Writing a lot more poetry and songs lately, had a poem and an idea for a song come to me today. smile
The muse is with...
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maxx:
you mean to tell me that there is some sort of duck hunting that DOESN'T involve Nintendo and a light gun?!?!

Next thing your going to tell me is there is some sort of track and field that doesn't involve the power-pad.
hel:
yeah tell me about it, i gave up on trying to actually pick out my cool-aid, its a suprise now smile
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The songs make me think of someone else now
The windows to her soul, grey and bright
But I hear the secada's song
Everytime I look at her picture
A reminder of a summer that existed out of time
A smile that belies a deeper longing behind her eyes
A spark hidden within that noone else knows
It stirs me every time
If I feel...
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rocket2:
are you part of the poetry kicks ass group? you should be wink
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It is yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
& my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
& I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there are parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
& it feels like

it is colder than it ought...
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SciFi X-Files Tuesday!
Watching the episode where they visit the base that's flying the experimental aircraft. Supposedly set in South-west Idaho. Funny how southwest Idaho looks kinda like Canada. Bonus: Seth Green is in this episode (s1, #2)
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reitoei:
Good movie and book lists... I also dig Adams, and Clive Barker's sci-fi/fantasy stuff is awesome (Great and Secret Show, Imajica...)

word.
likittysplit:
cause i'm not on your lidt silly..... lol
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Listening to Dashboard Confessional always makes me think of Kat, my last girfriend. Funny though, so does SG, cos I used to call her "my suicide girl" before I even knew about this site. Don't know if she knows about ti, but since we are on good terms I think I'll let her know about it. Tank Girl always makes me think of Nikki, gf...
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hardluck5413:
thanks! I appreciate it.
hardluck5413:
haha. don't worry. I don't have one yet and I don't own any invader zim boxers. hahaha
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My energies have been so whacked out today.

I didn't sleep well last night. Is it odd to have dreams of sex all night? Not one was my usual weird dreaming that leaves me rested.
lila:
you best not be complaining about those sex dreams...i'll take them off your hands if they are really bothering your sleep patterns.
it seems like i only get sex daydreams...which can be rather distracting.
kiscica:
if it's odd, then i must be the weirdest person on earth. wink
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Lack of sex after a while makes me very...
creative. I've been coming up with new tunes and poetry like mad, everything flows better. It's a trade off I guess. Or maybe it's that I've got a few new muses lately, may even start working on my short stories again, if only I could find the disc that had most of them on it.
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lila:
everything flows better when you aren't getting laid?
i can think of an exception to that statement.
confused
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OK, so I capitulated and got AIM even though I hate everything AOL. Apparently Coyote1284 was already taken there. Maybe I'll get another name though.
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Ack someone's using my alt too, adahlfin. Must dig into my old names. They even got my old cat's name. Got it, had to modify, but still suitable for me. What you see at bottom is my final.