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Now that my apthetic stint has subsided, I'M FUCKING HORNIER THAN EVER! I'd almost consider fucking Carol again (the psycho X).

On to a sadder subject Anyone remember BBSs? I do. Did you know Ripper? I didn't, but I wish I did.

This came from a mail list I'm on. Giving the poster due credit.


Date: Mon, 27 Jan 2003 16:12:59 EST
From: Kyron2046@aol.com
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crispy:
That story about 'ripper' is amazingly sad.
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Lila was right, just plain 'ol apathy. Taken care of, and smokes were bought, and I'm not feeling bad about it, actually damn good. A little personal discomfort is good every once in a while, think I might more often when I need to clear my head, but I definately won't be taking it out to 40 - 200 days. I wanna be a good...
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lila:
hehehe...good little slut boy.
you know that is your new nickname.
apathy blows. i wish i knew a remedy. i have a bad case myself.
XoXoX, LiLA.
isobel:
i have that shirt! up there, in your profile pic! hahahahaha, i love that thing.
thank you! glad you liked 'em... just me hammin it up for the camera, as usual.kiss
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Just smoked my last cigarette, at least until payday, Friday. May just give 'em up altogether. I think I may be sub-conciously turning my sefl into a healthier or crankier person, don't know which. I haven't had the urge to materbate in 2 weeks either, not because I've been getting vast amounts of good lovin', just haven't wanted to.
lila:
sounds like you have a case of apathy, my friend.
i have found that not having money is the easiest way to quit smoking.
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Made it to the SoCo show. I got my ticket 30 min before at the Record Exchange, would have been SOL if I would have tried to get it at the door, sold out. 21 and over gets first access from the bar. I get myself a Rolling Rock and wait to be let into the floor area. When it opened up, I went directly...
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charlie_stars:
dont see zoomie shrinks they'll fuck you up worse then anyone could ever fuck you up. this is personal experiance i was offered teh choice of art 15 or shrink i chose the lesser of the 2 evils and opted for shrink and med. as for my current experiment relating to depression? yes and no it started in the middle of my slut phase, and no matter how many grrls i bedded down i still felt like shit. that is when i made the concious link to my depression and the drama relationships cause. it takes mass willpower and is not right for everybody but i am at one of my good moments and considering getting back in the saddle so to speak
l:
thats ok. ill just go cry now. frown i wanted to go see them with juliana theory SO fucking bad. but i had no transportation to the friggin states. sjdfkjfhkgd
i absolutely love them. so much. and andrew. yuh huh. im going to marry him. lol. lovely celebrity crush.
anywho hun. i wont be on here very often cause i moved out. so keep in touch. email me. papercutoutstars@hotmail.com
*hugs*
<3 cortney
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Saw a movie last night called 100 Girls, kinda one of those low budget, cable TV movies, with no name actors acting like stars you know, but still good. Emo soundtrack featuring Bowling for Soup and Save Ferris. Chocked full of information the Emo boy already knows.

SoCo is playing in Boise with Juliana Theory and Vendetta Red tomorrow and I have no money for...
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mistercash:
Emo-Rific! charge away!
rocket2:
i think i cought a bit of that movie on HBO. oh so you think your emo king? huh?
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What is your Something Corporate song?
Find out at http://webpages.charter.net/tolerta/socoquiz.html

I got Punk Rock Princess, pretty good, though I was thinking of this song coming up

Standing on the edge of morning
Scent of sex and New Found Glory
Playing as shes pulling back her hair
She drives away shes feeling worthless
Used again but nothing's different
She'd stay the night but knows he doesn't...
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l:
have you heard finch or juliana theory? finch -- what it is to burn (one of my favorites) and juliana theory -- emotion is dead
trust me.
oh and the get up kids cd is called ill catch you.
l:
check my journal for my results, i wrote everything that they said about the song.
if you want to see the prp video. go to
http://www.somethingcorporate.com

it should be on the main page if you scroll down.
its a horrid quality though so i dont know if you'll be able to see me or not. but oh well. its a good video.

my moms being a bitch about the whole me moving thing. her and my dad so i highly doubt that they would help me move at all. lol.
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I don't know who it is who comes up with the assanine commercials for linking drug use to terrorism, but they have made an even more ineffable leap to gas usage.

"This is Steve. This is Steve's SUV. This is the head of the oil company that makes the gas for Steve's SUV. These are the Middle Eastern countries that the oil company buys the...
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charlie_stars:
yes that is Edea last week it was Roxy. but hey i'll be in england soon, so i cant attend all these cool parties. for the 189 days the first month was the worst.
throatneedle:
What an idiot indeed whoever came up with those commercials
Listen man, if you want to try to make me stop smoking pot
You can go fuck yourself! Good for you!
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I think the I'm safely off DC for a while, moved on/back to Nerf Herder and The Cure.

When I listen to music I tend to LISTEN to music. I dig trance from time to time. A friend of mine introduced me to T.A.T.U. with their video "All The Things She Said" Nice trance but I get the impression of it being a lesbian anthem....
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More Cure, yay! "Just Like Heaven"

"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it and I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I...
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I finally got myself off of Dashboard Confessional for a while but listending to my Cure CDs. Of course, after they are exhausted, I'll probably be right back to DC. Well, to round out my music week I throw in a little ditty by The Cure

Friday I'm in Love


I don't care if monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and wednesday too
Thursday i don't care...
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l:
emo i am. lol. emo is short for emotional rock. ie. dashboard, something corporate, bright eyes, dead poetic, movielife, mineral, modest mouse, small brown bike, etc. etc. oh... and no my S/N is actually the title of a song i wrote, but yes, i am aware that they use that phrase in a hum song. which is an unbelievable song. wink
l:
wink no problem. i highly recommend... fevers and mirrors (bright eyes) amazing cd...and it sounds like you probably have it, but if not, pick up dashboards mtv unplugged.
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Pick up the phone I know you're there
It's almost closing time
& we can toss down one more shot
before last call

are you ok?
I swear to God
I gotta get out of this house
I miss the days when I'd just
not come home at all..

so, don't you cry, it'll give you lines
around your eyes
you gotta try not to...
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Tonight's plans fell through, my friend I was going with couldn't make it. No sushi, no piercings frown I'll just have to go this weekend, sans sushi.

To keep with what seems to be my theme this week, here's another song:

Sink to the Bottom by Fountains of Wayne

I wanna sink to the bottom with you
I wanna sink to the bottom with you
The...
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clara:
Another person who shares my birth date. Yippee!

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lila:
you're killing me with the anticipation!!! i better get sent a nipple shot once you get it done!
XoXoX, LiLA.