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Anxiety

Jun 18, 2020
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I know this is probably not a subject that's fun but it's really been on my mind lately.

That being said, I love what I do. I love getting to create art and share it with people. I love getting to be my goofy self but also my sexy self. Sometimes I get anxious because I'm afraid what I do isn't enough. Im sure every content creator goes through this. I'm afraid that I'm not pleasing my audience the way I should be.

I know that this is not how I should think and it's not how I think all of the time. Just lately it's been getting to me. For example, on my OnlyFans I post something every day. Do I have to? Of course not. Do I want to? Yes. Im just afraid that what I'm posting is not what people want. To combat that, I've asked what people would like to see whether its more videos or more goofy parts of me. The problem is that I don't get a response.

Am I confident in what I post? Yes. I just want to cater to what my audience really likes. So when I get no response it's kind og terrifying. I know my brain is probably overthinking but I wanted to let this all out to see if you guys have any suggestions or advice.

I appreciate you all so much. I really do. I'm glad I get to be a part of such a caring community. Thank you if you read this far!

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joeguy56:
I can understand the feeling, i used to have crazy bad anxiety, worrying about everything all the time. as for people that don't respond, i'm usually one of those. But it doesn't mean i don't appreciate everything that creators, such as yourself create, i'm just usually quiet. Either way, just keep being your awesome self, and you'll have nothing to worry about.
Jun 19, 2020
coykitten:
@joeguy56 I  feel like I can be a ball of anxiety at times. I understand keeping to yourself. I did that for such a long time. Now its a habit to support and hype up people. I will never be anyone other than myself (unless I'm cosplaying..). Thank you for being so kind. <3
Jun 19, 2020

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