“I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps.
I hunger for your sleek laugh,
your hands the color of a savage harvest,
hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like...
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I can't drink. I gave myself liver disease from drinking and drugs so I had to quit. I can't self medicate anymore. When the loneliness and heartache start to gnaw at me it's tough. My bar is still sitting here, all stocked up from when I could drink. Sometimes I want to pull a Leaving Las Vegas and just give in. I know I'll never
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Shattered into a million tiny pieces. Fuck there’s not much left now but shards and scars. It’s never hurt this badly before.
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In this part of the story, I am the one who dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you, because I love you, love in fire and in blood.
Neruda
Unrequited love is an awful thing.
Strolling hand in hand through blue shadowed mist
Begging with eyes for that first kiss
Love and laughter abounds through the night
Overflowing a soul teaming with life
Passion consumes when eyes first meet
Lips are pursed and craving their feast
Yet nothing happens, something's amiss
Never getting to share that first kiss
Tony Blisard.
When you fall in love with that girl that does...
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I recited this poem by Lorca to a girl that I am hopelessly in love with.
I can’t listen to you. I can’t listen to your voice. It’s as though I’ve dranken a bottle of wine and fallen asleep wrapped in a quilt of roses. It pulls me along and I know I’m drowning but I go on down.
She is the most wonderous and...
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My instagram is here :
https://www.instagram.com/darinin760/
I post a lot of stuff there, like daily that I don't post anywhere else. If you are curious, repulsed, or attracted by me (which can all be the same thing) have a look. One of my followers there is a girl that I am obsessed with. She knows but does not feel the same way. She's the most...
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IDK my hair is weird. It's I like when it's not so neat. Maybe that's because I've been using pomade and combing it with a side part for a long time now. Maybe it's just the change I like when it's messed up. I wish it would dry like that but it's pretty soft and flat without adding some products to it.
I'm a person of habit. Some good, some bad like most people. One good thing I do is take care of myself everyday. I shave every day, moisturize, and do my hair. I like to smell good even when I'm dirty. Not overpowering smell good, but if you get within six inches or so it's pretty decent. These are some of the things I use
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