cowgirlfromhell

Ahh..moi......The economy sux. And nowadays it is difficult to find people who do not suck, and are not consumed with their own greed, pride and the things that they think they want and need. Sometimes I ponder my meaning for being on this planet, then I remember it is to write great novels that will make people understand the flaws of human society. Then I realize that I have to have a shit job in order to pay bills, and cannot put nearly as much time into my novel as I'd like. All I want is to sell everything, pack up a large duffel bag, and go live in my car at a beach somewhere. All these things in society that no one needs, ever. It blows my mind. What's worse is sometimes I fall into it.



I keep painting and writing about music, poetry, psychology and sociology. This is what I love! There has been so much violence and crime around where I live currently, which is where I moved after I got robbed after my last apartment. What the fuck is wrong with the world??