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So i know my entrys are few and far between, but my life isn't very exciting right now...i'm sooooo broke and i'm not getting what i thought i'd be getting in taxes so i can't do much lately...i did go to the beach last Friday...that was awesome, i bought peanut brittle, then the next day i went to shop downtown portland and spent my last $30 on books at powells, then kicked myself when i went to counter media and found a buttload of stuff i wanted to buy but had no more money BUUUUUUUUUUTTTTT thats ok, i get paid this thursday and i still won't really have any money cause since i'm getting so little on my taxes i have to save up about 300-400 dollors to add to the car fund....my car is such a peice of crap that i'm opting to go to a car auction and get a new one...at this point anything is better than what i got. I can't even drive it on the freeway anymore, so i havn't been able to visit my mummy, and i miss her. I think she'll be visiting tomarrow maybe so YAY!
I got kind of a long work week 6 days and 1 day off...but the sixth day i'm just training a girl for a couple hours, so that'll help out with the money problem a little.
I need a shower...i missed my freinds baby shower...i feel bad about that but i'm sure she'll understand, i was at work and the baby shower was at 2:30 i didn't get off till a little after 3. grr, i still feel bad though.
....How come i never write when i'm happy or something good happens? it boggles my mind sometimes. Usually when i write there are things bugging me...i'm not angry or upset i just feel like all i do is bitch too much...I SWEARRRR i'm HAPPY! bahahhahaha i cleaned my appartment today, and it was so gross, but my friend let me borrow her vacuum so yay! i'm gonna make dan do dishes...since i do them for a living i really don't feel like doing that too. ya know how it izzz foo! ight i'm out, i gotta take a shower and get comfortable...i get to be in bed by 10...pfffffft