The good news is I got my Halloween costume!!! I was really excited about being Robin Hood, but unfortunately they were out. BOO! So I shall be the mad hatter instead!
I'm excited! I'm trying to find something really cool to do for my eye makeup, I think I'll use Urban Decay's Graffiti on the inner half and then Urban Decay's Zero on the "outer v" Loose curls for my hair maybe? I don't know. I really don't have any tools to use on my hair and I won't buy any because I'll never use them again. I'll say I will, but I won't. Maybe I can find someone that can do that. I don't know. We'll see.
I really don't have anything to say. Things between the boy and I are up in the air. Or at least that's how I feel. Everytime I try to talk to him I barely get a response so I just gave up. If he does actually respond he talks about how long he has to wait until he sees me again. (December over Christmas....as of right now...) Riiiiiight...because you didn't just have a chance to see me and told me you didn't want me to come out there and now you're going to bitch about it. Way to go 
I hate it when people bitch over something they had control over. It would be one thing if he said "Man I wish I would have seen you. I didn't think about how long I'd have to wait." Or something like that, but no. He's just going to bitch. This is also coming from the gy that said "We need to stop waiting so long to see each other." What a douche. I am so fucking tired of everything having to be on his terms 
Of course I've had a very stressful couple of days and this just added on to it.
I've decided what I want out of a relationship. I still haven't told him. I don't know if I will. It doesn't make any sense to try to get closer to him while he's trying to put distance between us. Message received. Thanks.
I meant, if you walk out of this relationship don't just jump rope into another one, take six months or a year, and just learn to be yourself.