The days are beginning to blend together. I'm cranky and bored...
Awaiting the day for school to start again. I miss it so much.
But trying to smile my way through it all
Mom and I got into a fight a couple weeks ago. The funny thing is I'm not really sure what started it. I think it was a missunderstanding that escaladed out of control. She kicked me out of the house and I ran down to Lexington. Three days later she texts me (yes I taught my mom how to text) saying how much she loves me and misses me and I was welcome to come home anytime. I stayed down there for another week. I believe I was there for about two weeks. Give or take. My mom is my best friend. We've never fought so I guess after nineteen years of being best friends we were due for a huge, ridiculously stupid and pointless fight.
I'm pretty sure the boy and I are falling apart. Not a big deal. Yes it kind of sucks, but I have accepted it. The world is not ending and it's not anything worth being stressed out over. So I'm not.
I've decided to get an apartment in Lexington. Room and board is 7 grand a year. It's ridiculous. Plus I refuse to come back to Cincinnati next year. I found one that is two bedroom and one bath for $480 a month. With a roommate it is $240 saving my family and I over $4 grand a year.
I went to Dick's Sporting Goods looking for a job. Hopefully they can find me one and then transfer me to Lexington. He's calling me later this week and letting me know. Wish me luck. I really need this.
I go back to school September first. Thank god. I'm losing my mind.
Unfortunately with all that has been going on I have been slacking in the reading department. I have yet to finish Catch-22. Hopefully I can finish that soon so I can give you guys my feedback and begin a new reading adventure. I went to Barnes & Noble earlier and made a list titled "Books to Buy" I may have to start a part two. I have things from Wicked to Celtic, Greek, and Roman mythology to Candide to One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest to Sophocles to random poems to dream interpretations by Sigmund Freud and then some in between. I want them all. Also I have come to the decision that when I finally get my own house after school I want a library in it.
I miss my friends.
My Blackberry is amazing. I'm in love with it. My dad took this last one playing with it. He wants one now.
That is all. Let's all cross our fingers that I get this job. It may mean my new apartment which results in not relying on home and my family. Woo hoo!
