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Paranoia. That is my excuse for my last blog. You see, I am a naturally paranoid person. A nervous wreck and it takes nothing to get me to panic and send me into a whirl wind of "Oh my god what do I do?!" I know my thoughts were ridiculous and yet I could not stop myself from thinking them. I knew the new boyfriend was out to get me. He doesn't care. He just wants to pretend like he does to hurt me. What the fuck?? Obviously this is not the case. I am a nut job and that is all there is to it.

My family made a huge deal about me coming to Cincinnati for my cousin's 18 birthday. So I went Saturday afternoon. MY mom wasn't even home when I got there. She ended up not even going to the birthday party (which was a family dinner) My cousin was late and when he finally bothered to show up at his own fucing party he brought his rude, obnoxious friend with him. Fantastic. I drove back down to Lexington that night. I would have shot myself if I had to stay in Cincinnati. I hate it so much if I hadn't made that clear yet.

So nice weather we're having. Cloudy, but it's relatively warm.

I have to write a Topic Analysis. For those of you that don't know what that is, it is for my research project. What I have to do is state the sources that I am using thus far (so far I need four, but when it comes to doing the final paper I'll need fifteen) and say how it is relevant to my research topic and how I plan to defend my argument with this research. I think I'm going to write it out and then type it tomorrow. That class isn't until 3 and I concentrate better on my friends' hall than I do my own.

Boring college stuff. I have a test in psychology Friday. I need to get studying.

Can't....focus....AAAAAAHHHH!!!!

OH!!! Lookie what ToxicAddiction made for me!!!




Isn't it pretty?!?!?!? I love that girl

I got nothing else to add here. I guess I better get started on my homework.

****EDIT****
I lied. I do have something else to add here.