corvus_pdx

I joined SG at a time in my life when I was hurting.

I hid it with laughter.

False joy was my only escape.

SG has helped me.

It's taught me how to build a wall around my heart.

I loved having a totaly open heart, but it was tearing me to shreds.

I've learned control.

I can keep it closed when I have to.

I'm now going to work on learning to open it at the right times.

SG has helped me build the wall, and it was perfect for that.

but right now I need some time away.

The feelings and relationships here are far beyond my level of ability.

I may be back, when I'm better at handling my heart.

Thank you all for your help.

I'm sorry for what pain I've caused in learning to close my heart.

I hope in the future we can have a stronger friendship for it.

A friend that needs to take a little trip,

Dan.

PS. Be yourself, or die trying