Friday May 23, 2003

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I can love people as friends.

Why can't I find romantic love.

I've tried forcing it.

You can imagine the results.

I've tried just letting it happen.

Nothing happened.

I give up.

Anyway...

since questions seem to be a good way to get responses...

What is the weirdest sandwich you created and actually consumed?
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frigga:
i ate a kangaroo burger once. THAT's a sandwich, really.
it was too lean. similar to cardboard.
love is over rated.
alyssum:
Romance is fo' suckas. As you've deduced, neither of those approaches work. I think I've told you my story, if not ask me some time.

I actually pretty much hate sandwiches, so probably the weirdest was peanut butter and nutella. It was completely fucking revolting. I used to trade it with friends in school, who loved it I might add, for something good like peanut butter, banana and honey on whole wheat.

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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A few days off!!!

Thank god!
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frigga:
i would like to speak with you a bit more about your dream.
i'm sure i will see you in SGchat soon enough.
i am curious about some things.
cheers-Frig
alyssum:
I certainly hope so! How was OMSI?

Monday May 19, 2003

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Just wondering who actually watches the webcams...

I mean other than the cute girls.
ikilledpinky:
evil robots and aa rejects
madness_____:
I see you my friend.smile

Sunday May 18, 2003

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Listened to some angels singin this mornin...

Or at least i think that's what it was.

I was kinda out of it, it was a few hours befere I should have been out of bed.

smile
alyssum:
Hooray for sleep-deprived hallucinations! wink
Thanks so much for coming out, I feel so special... love
kiss
It was rhubarb crumble, which in my estimation is as good as it gets. biggrin

Friday May 16, 2003

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"To sleep: perchance to dream"
skull
madness_____:
or dream to perchance........


.........a life full of scantilly(sp?) clad women who like you for your personality.wink
amber5:
i'll sleep when i'm dead, thanks.

Wednesday May 14, 2003

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I just wrote a hard letter.

I told my parents that I needed more distance.

It seems every time i talk to them the wounds only get deeper.

I need some time to heal.
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alyssum:
Yeah, but hopefully with some semblance of sanity intact. wink
iyce:
Hi. Thanks for the advice you posted in my journal!
xoxo
storm

Tuesday May 13, 2003

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Live to work, or work to live...

"...I think there was a trade-off somewhere along the line. I think the price we paid for our golden life was an inability to fully belive in love; instead we gained an irony that scorched everything it touched. And I wonder if this irony is the price we paid for the loss of god."

robot
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jurasic:
Not Safeway...Target~

It's laid back & I hardly have to do a damn thing all day long but bullshit*

Need that since I'm in anger management
josh:
The funny part is they aren't really commands to be used, I was just fucking around.

But you can do: /topic #sgchat New Topic Here

That's a good command. biggrin

Tuesday May 13, 2003

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HelOw

"...I felt like I was from another world where sex did not exist and I arrived on Earth and everyone talked about how good sex felt, and showed me their pornography and built their lives around sex, and yet I was forever cut off from the true sexual experience."

robot
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josh:
You lost your detachable penis again, didn't you?
crysm1:
Awe-
Get you some baybee!!!

Sunday May 11, 2003

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YAY!
found the exit.

The universe does indeed provide.

it's gonna be fun too.

The road to enlightenment is never an easy one.
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demigauge:
oo..o really like that crow
demigauge:
your not thinking of getting that tattooed are you? cuas ei kinda likeit alot and ..yeah...and since you ahve a good connection witht he universe tell it it needs to help me out some

Sunday May 11, 2003

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I am satisfied with who I have become, and with the answers I have found.

I feel I have made use of all the relevant knowledge and experience made available to me.

At this point I have reached a conundrum.

It is not in my nature to rest.

And yet, no path is open to me.

I cannot stand long at this point.

Even now...
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josh:
I see it all the time. "Josh, you're too drunk." "Josh, get the hell out." "Josh, .... fuck you." smile

I'm too busy to be poisoned by a lack of movement, wanna trade?
alyssum:
That's an awesome crow!
And I have to thank you again for your assistance last night. Without that, I'd have missed out on all of the fun!

Saturday May 10, 2003

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Had Korean food.

*Drool*

Moss, her man, -N- I had another fun filled friday.

Food, drinks, and bowling...

What more could you ask for?
smile

P.S. I called in sick for work.
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alyssum:
love love
I've been having a damn fine weekend all around.
love love
demigauge:
merf tongue

Thursday May 08, 2003

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HELL FUCKIN YA!!!!

Great day.

I got to hang out with Demigauge and Stormy.

*Waves*

I got a great new jacket.

And...

Drumroll please...

I got my Pictures back!

See the profile pic for an example.

The rest you can find on my pics page.
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madness_____:
Was the kick in the shin for the fact that I'm not going to ragingwhore80's birthday? Sorry but thats what happens when you have a social life outside this website. But don't worry I'll be around with the bottle of Jack.smile
alyssum:
love love Yay for pictures of Amy!! love love

I need to call her in the worst way. Need... ink... fix!! skull

I'm impressed, that looked like quite the bony locale for a tattoo!
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