corvus

What do I want from SG....

Hmm...

Naked girls are always fun.

Interesting conversation is great.

I've always been a student of people.

Perhaps I'll be better able to define what type of woman I'm looking for.

I love to "stir the kettle" so to speak, so I'll have to post a attention grabbing thread once in a while.

A few of my real life friends are here, it's a good place to keep up with them.

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Why do I have such a burning desire to be hated.

I like it when people know me well and dislike me.

I attack those that care for me and hope for that kind of response.

But I do it subtly, so they feel bad about hating me, and can't figure out why they do.

Maybe I'm afraid of loving anyone.

Anytime anyone gets too close to my heart, I have to throw them away.

I know that if I let them get that close, that they can hurt me badly.

So I hurt myself when its at a point I know that I can handle.

Everything I have ever truly loved has tried to kill me.