corvina1981

I don't consider myself to be a terrible person. I am honest, which a lot of people do not like. I also have a very hard time holding my tongue when the truth may hurt. Before I grew myself a spine, I envied the people who were brutally honest. They were nevr afraid to speak their mind and I have always felt that is an admirable trait. Once I left a controlling ex, I grew balls and I never want to cower to people the way I used to again. Considiering the fact that I work for one of the Big 3 Automakers and the current state of affairs, my plant is operating on one shift and I did not have the seniority to hold a job. Once they bring back the second shift when we start the new car, I will be back to work doing what I was destined to do as a third generation UAW bitch. Until then, I have to do something as a space filler. I am so ADHD that sitting on my ass collecting unemployment until I get called back to the plant does not suit me well at all. Also, unemployment does not even pay me half of my weekly earnings that I made while still working. I can pay the bills, but I have grown accustomed to having a fair amount of money to play with and now I have next to none. I applied at the bar as a waitress that the people that work at the plant frequent often. I am going from being one of them to being their fucking server. It kills me in a way, but it is something to fill the gap. I am not a nice person and have not been a waitress in nearly a decade. I worry i might not benice enough and have trouble holding my tongue when customers piss me off, but all of my friends are telling me I can do it. We will see. I leave in about an hour for my first day of training.