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I end the day tired but content...If for just someone to talk to....Its horrible living alone at the moment....I cant just call people up and they come round...desperation aside, I would love to be able to just talk to someone.

Another day, a fresh start...I feel good about today. I think im just gonna take each moment as it comes like i used to and forget my worries because at the end of the day i need to realise what i already have and enjoy it.

Its all good.

In the mean time....a bit of Friendly Fires and Fallout 3 on the Ps3.....

Of all the times to pull out of a funk....the wonders of fallout boy...never knew they could do that....

I wonder a lot....but this day ends and i cant get past this constant feeling of anger. I just want to remember what it was to be at least a little happy. I just dont want to let the people close to me see because I dont want misdirected anger to hurt them....

I also whinge a lot too...

The begining of the week and i have to say, I already cant wait for the next. I just want somthing to happen but i know i will have to at least make the first move if it is going to happen for me....what to do, what to do...I guess it going to have to be done....

Well, so much for druken blogs an what not....Although i did really enjoy Watchmen. I just wish more and more that i could just leave now. My word i whinge so much....Just ignore me....I do. haha

Hope everyone is well and they had awesome times this weekend...

Im soooooo bored today....only 2000 to go then thats it.....im gettin out of here...Ive had enough of this place. I think if i stay here much longer they will have to section me.

I just wish i had someone to talk to...feel a bit lonely today.

That and the fact my night out was cancelled...booooooooo

Well, ive seen Watchmen and i have to say i was very impressed.....was a little worried about the blue wang at first but hey who gives a crap right, the women gotta have somthing to enjoy when Malin Ackerman got naked too.

Most of all Rorschach has to be the best anti-hero since...well...for a long time.

Well, its Saturday....i actually feel good today. I have to say thankyou to those of you who look out for me on here. You girls are awesome. I Just need to figure a few things out today and deceide what to do....


So far im gonna up sticks and travel the states for a while.....

I wish things were a little more simple....I guess im not cut out for certain things so ill just have to try my best with what i got and if things dont go my way then just take it on the chin and move on....

Although nothing is stopping my possible plan.....