Well, its official....shes ignoring me....I was expeciting to be deleted or somthing but she hasnt so its kinda worse......

I feel like such crap

You know what, fuck this shite. Im gonna get to know people properly and then hopefully when i get over to the states ill actually have people who will want to see me and then maybe things like this will actually work out better but i think im gonna have to do somthing first........