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Im thinking this isnt for me.........

First blog of the new month and im slowly coming to some realisations...maybe some things arent meant to be, yadayadayada. But hey, Im feeling a little optimistic today so lets wait and see huh.

I start the day a little late and very tired, I dont sleep much these days although i wouldnt call it insomnia, but its still a pain in the ass....

If...
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And so ends another day in my day was spent giving a police statement and finding out the schoolchildren had spent the afternoon vandalising the classroom and laughing that one of their friends had been arrested for possesion of a two knives....oh what a lovely place i live in...

Well, its the weekend and its beginning to get me down how much things arent going my way. I just want to know what i need to do....If there was a reason to stay here, i cant see it so i really think my plan to tour the states for a while is prolly the best thing to do..............what do you think?

The night is as dark as a sea of oil on a moonless night, Maxwell walks as though it is a clear day. The purpose is clear in his stride as he makes his way down the street towards a seemingly abandoned building. Maxwell retrieves somthing from his pocket, it gleems unnaturally without need for light. The building he enters is dark but a light...
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Well, another week comes to an end and i have realised a few things....and i think maybe im not trying hard enough to get to know people on here.....there are definately people i want to get to know better so i just need to put in the effort and hopefully things will actually go my way for once.......either that or just give up and leave...
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Back again...one of those rush blogs that I wish i would have just not done. Anyways, Its been a weird few days. I think i just need to make more of an effort with people and things will go somwhere. But in the meantime Im sat here on my own bored and wishing I had my favorite person to talk to........

Goodbye....

Damn colds....bah, anyways....I could sleep for a year these days. But i gotta get stuff done. I have to admit, the weekend has really lifted my spirits but it could just make things worse in the long term...just need to make sure that doesnt happen........Hmmmmmmmm how to do that???

So far things go rather differently than i anticipated....I managed to get a hold of the new resident evil game and ive finished the first run through but otherwise i could do with a night out which should be coming up soon...i hope.

Although i did manage to do one of the three things i wanted to last weekend....

Alas, the day is over again and it was so shockingly dull i forgot what happened already..hahaha. Anyways, tomorrow is the friday the 13th and ive gone a couple of years without something hospital worthy happening to me on that day....i remember the last time when i tripped and smashed my knee on a rock....fun times, especially since i had to walk through a small...
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ZzzzZzzZZZzzZZ....I wish there was more time in the day....I cant be bothered to do anything at the moment so im feeling very aimless right now. Bah, Ill just focus on the possibilities....