corsette

My sister has been in the hospital since Saturday. Her kidneys have shut down and she has been placed on the kidney transplant list. I am just trying to keep myself together and stay strong for my mom but it is so hard when I just feel like crying and cursing. Everyone keeps crying on my shoulder & I can't cry because right now I'm the only one that hasn't in public & I won't in private because I'm sure that I won't stop. I can't afford to lose faith & question her getting better. She will. I KNOW it. This is honestly unfair as all hell but there is a reason this happened and it will be revealed in time. For the meantime, all I can do is keep strong and meditate for her. May the Goddess bless her.