just finished my first week of work in nearly two years and i'm sooooo tired. besides that, i feel good about having done it, though, and getting through it without my usual turmoil of getting sick or something.
spent the night with erikill last night. weirdness. went over to have dinner with him and we were going to watch a movie but got in an...
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spent the night with erikill last night. weirdness. went over to have dinner with him and we were going to watch a movie but got in an...
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jj_r0x0rz:
*hugz*
calgoth:
u haven't made a new entry for a while... u ok?
yeah, i'm alive. been busy turning down job offers left and right. i swear - i have more offers right now than i can shake a stick at. why i'd be shaking sticks at them, i haven't figured out yet, but i seriously am straining my poor triceps with all this stick shaking!
can i just say that the new set with aries and amina...
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can i just say that the new set with aries and amina...
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dclxvi:
It's good to hear from you again. You HAVE to make it to Strip Club 2. It will be a nice turn out and a good chance for us to catch up.
Tell me more about these work offers - or was that severe sarcasm? You've been known to be sarcastic
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Tell me more about these work offers - or was that severe sarcasm? You've been known to be sarcastic
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capnvik:
Will you please stop teasing me with your nipples!!!!
Uh, on second thought please tease me with more nipples!!!!!!
Uh, on second thought please tease me with more nipples!!!!!!
i'm still in santa rosa. i am missing an audition in valencia today. many reasons. partially because i sort of blew my entire day yesterday.
i should've gotten up first thing in the morning and come back to my daughter's house to make breakfast for her and her friend like i said i would then gone toi her basketball game. but no, i stayed in...
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i should've gotten up first thing in the morning and come back to my daughter's house to make breakfast for her and her friend like i said i would then gone toi her basketball game. but no, i stayed in...
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dclxvi:
Hey - where the hell are you - I'm starting to worry. Don't make me come to Santa Rosa!
trilobyte:
well, you know, there's that thing on 2/7 here in LA (check the groups.... my site birthday and getting a group to see Voltaire at work)...
What kind of teaser asks for IM info, then doesn't use it or give mer her 411? Oh that's right, your purpose in life lol...
What kind of teaser asks for IM info, then doesn't use it or give mer her 411? Oh that's right, your purpose in life lol...
i have a metal nipple i have a metal nipple i have a metal nipple i have a metal nipple!!!!
and it burns like a son of a bitch!!!!!
damn, whoda thunk it? i love it though, it's so purty.
i exposed my punk rock spawn to "pass the ammo" today since she loves tim curry. tee-hee. i also exposed her to the crucifucks, but...
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and it burns like a son of a bitch!!!!!
damn, whoda thunk it? i love it though, it's so purty.
i exposed my punk rock spawn to "pass the ammo" today since she loves tim curry. tee-hee. i also exposed her to the crucifucks, but...
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i have strange habits. i like pain. i especially like to inflict pain upon myself when someone makes me angry. i guess it's to avoid inflicting pain upon them, but still - that can't exactly be healthy, right?
anyway, i pierced my nipple. well, not me exactly, i paid someone to do it professionally and in a sterile envioronment. although, i think i should've been...
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anyway, i pierced my nipple. well, not me exactly, i paid someone to do it professionally and in a sterile envioronment. although, i think i should've been...
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trilobyte:
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I'm shy, damn you!
But seriously, I'm sorry to hear of the stress and frustration. Glad the piercing went smoothly, here's to hoping it heals quickly and you're back in action (as it were) in no time...
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I'm shy, damn you!
But seriously, I'm sorry to hear of the stress and frustration. Glad the piercing went smoothly, here's to hoping it heals quickly and you're back in action (as it were) in no time...
impboy:
desparately need to get laid, eh? well, welcome to sg!
anyways, sorry i haven't been around, yo. does not sound like you're in the best of places right now, as i'm assuming that erikill is a former boything or something. trust me, every day, you gotta keep driving your car through the mud and sooner or later, you dig yourself out and can see that person in your rear view mirror, getting farther and farther away from you all the time.
i haven't seen your boobies yet. but i'll be back with full commentary in just a few!
anyways, sorry i haven't been around, yo. does not sound like you're in the best of places right now, as i'm assuming that erikill is a former boything or something. trust me, every day, you gotta keep driving your car through the mud and sooner or later, you dig yourself out and can see that person in your rear view mirror, getting farther and farther away from you all the time.
i haven't seen your boobies yet. but i'll be back with full commentary in just a few!
my daughter was in a play thing with her drama class last night. it was this collection of skits and monologues they'd been creating all semester. one that she was in was a mime with three or four other girls about gum chewing. she took the stage wearing the D.I. beanie i decided to give to her after she tried to steal it last time...
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trilobyte:
what what? things I've been doing for you and to you??? come closer and say that!
{{{{hugs}}}
{{{{hugs}}}
tracyramone:
i am gonna try! thanks for the well wishes and the good boost of confidence
what's the deal with men? are these BS games really necessary? why is it the universal law that to get what you want you have to say and act the opposite of that? why do i have to be a disinterested bitch to get someone's attention, but being a generous, attentive, affectionate, sweet person who expresses my real feelings just ends up with me being...
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trilobyte:
*cough*
pocketrocket:
you wanna talk aboot it???????????????? 
??????
??????it's interesting - in bakersfield i see midgets everywhere. and, i have a sort of midget fetish so that's a good thing as far as i'm concerned.
i had forgotten how many retarded people there are wandering the streets in santa rosa. seriously, badly, mentally retarded people who should really be in a home somewhere where they're safe...not only from danger they put themselves in...
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i had forgotten how many retarded people there are wandering the streets in santa rosa. seriously, badly, mentally retarded people who should really be in a home somewhere where they're safe...not only from danger they put themselves in...
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trilobyte:
Oh, I forgot to ask... how was the interview yesterday????????????????????
xxx
xxx
trilobyte:
I'm not saying teasing's a bad thing...
I wish you well everywhere and anywhere, though selfishly I'm hoping it might be a little closer. Well actually, selfishly and objectively, I hope you're able to make it work without going back to SR. Email me with info about the kind of stuff you're looking for work-wise, I can see if I know of anything here there or anywhere that may work for you.
Down... but not out. Even at my worst there's a spark of optimism in there somewhere.
xxx
I wish you well everywhere and anywhere, though selfishly I'm hoping it might be a little closer. Well actually, selfishly and objectively, I hope you're able to make it work without going back to SR. Email me with info about the kind of stuff you're looking for work-wise, I can see if I know of anything here there or anywhere that may work for you.
Down... but not out. Even at my worst there's a spark of optimism in there somewhere.
xxx
No one in this god-forsaken pit of dust and illiteracy will give me a job. I stayed here to be obstinate because if Id gone back to Santa Rosa there would be so many people saying, I told you so, that I wouldve had to wipe out whole city populations.
On the other hand, staying in Bakersfield to prove a point is immature and self-destructive...
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On the other hand, staying in Bakersfield to prove a point is immature and self-destructive...
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jj_r0x0rz:
~>smile~!
~>smile~!
trilobyte:
Your 2003 was horrid too, eh? I'm sorry to hear it. I thought mine was crazy enough for other people. Aww - last night could have been fun.. We'd have had laughs, and some great conversation too I imagine.
I still want to get together sometime. Whether that means I head up there or you come down here, let me know what your schedule accomodates or what you'd be interested in. I think that regardless of whether the group is down with getting together for Young Ones at DCLXVI's place, hanging out there is the plan for Friday. If you could make it as far as Burbank, I could drive the rest of the way down to her place. Just an idea...
love and murder,
I still want to get together sometime. Whether that means I head up there or you come down here, let me know what your schedule accomodates or what you'd be interested in. I think that regardless of whether the group is down with getting together for Young Ones at DCLXVI's place, hanging out there is the plan for Friday. If you could make it as far as Burbank, I could drive the rest of the way down to her place. Just an idea...
love and murder,
i'm home. reluctantly. i'm too deep in thought about resolutions to my latest in ironic twists of fate to write much now, but i'll make these few comments:
as deeply as i hate santa rosa, i did not want to leave there this visit.
why, why, why does the universe so enjoy slipping us slap-in-the-face teasers about what could have been after we make concrete...
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as deeply as i hate santa rosa, i did not want to leave there this visit.
why, why, why does the universe so enjoy slipping us slap-in-the-face teasers about what could have been after we make concrete...
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jj_r0x0rz:
life sux.. thus is why hahaha... well it can be kewl.. life's just a big tease like that hahahaha i guess? iam not a genious so i don't know these things...
trilobyte:
{{{{{hugs}}}}}
I try my best to live my life without regrets. And for the most part, I think I do a good job of that. But if ever I gave in, even just once, I think the regret I'd have and the thing I wish I could go back and change would be my #1 crush.
Look at it this way, though. At least you've had the opportunity to revisit that, and hopefully along with what you're feeling at this moment there are some positive things in there too. I'm a bit envious, but mostly I'm glad you had that chance. Take care, don't feel so blue...
love and murder,
I try my best to live my life without regrets. And for the most part, I think I do a good job of that. But if ever I gave in, even just once, I think the regret I'd have and the thing I wish I could go back and change would be my #1 crush.
Look at it this way, though. At least you've had the opportunity to revisit that, and hopefully along with what you're feeling at this moment there are some positive things in there too. I'm a bit envious, but mostly I'm glad you had that chance. Take care, don't feel so blue...
love and murder,