i'm still in santa rosa. i am missing an audition in valencia today. many reasons. partially because i sort of blew my entire day yesterday.
i should've gotten up first thing in the morning and come back to my daughter's house to make breakfast for her and her friend like i said i would then gone toi her basketball game. but no, i stayed in bed with my friend, who i mostly made amends with after being too aggressively honest with earlier in the week. no, it wasn't exciting like it sounds, it was sleep and a movie and sleep then a tense and irritable goodbye.
i went downtown to check my email and was going to go to her basketball game, which started in 45 minutes, but i ran into a friend i hadn't seen in about 6 years so we hung out then went driving around talking and ran into another friend so we went to his house.
that friend used to be on all these meds for narcolepsy plus was a big drug fiend / alcoholic back in the day so he was all kinds of messed up. my clearest memory of him was one time at his house when he was throwing pills at me to try to convince me to sleep with his friend. i'm not sure who that says something worse about... anyway, he's all clean and sober now and looks great and is in a band and about to embark on a tour and it was hella cool to see him.
but, oops, suddenly i realize i'm like 5 hours late for the game. so, i drove around wondering how to clean up this snafu when i decided to park my car and write a letter to the friend i'd woken up with to attempt to clear up things once and for all, as well as to say what i'd been trying to say in the first place. i took it to him, made polite conversation, then came over to the daughter's place to watch lord of the rings. yes, folks, i've never seen any of them. no spoilers yet since i've only seen the first cd of the 2cd set for the first movie.
but, i swear to god, i can not watch this movie without saying, "mr. anderson" every time the smith dude is finishing a sentence. does anyone else find that distracting?
so, to make a short story longer than it needs to be - i'm still in santa rosa, missing my audition, because i never got around to asking my parents or ex-husband for a loan until i get a job so i can #1) have gas money for the trip, #2) pay my rent. pathetic. i hate being 32 and knowing i used to be independent and self-sufficient and now i don't even have enough gas money to make it home.
ce'st la vie! today's a new day and i'm ready to kick some ass on the world since hardship only makes me tougher!
but first i'm going to finish lord of the rings.
i should've gotten up first thing in the morning and come back to my daughter's house to make breakfast for her and her friend like i said i would then gone toi her basketball game. but no, i stayed in bed with my friend, who i mostly made amends with after being too aggressively honest with earlier in the week. no, it wasn't exciting like it sounds, it was sleep and a movie and sleep then a tense and irritable goodbye.
i went downtown to check my email and was going to go to her basketball game, which started in 45 minutes, but i ran into a friend i hadn't seen in about 6 years so we hung out then went driving around talking and ran into another friend so we went to his house.
that friend used to be on all these meds for narcolepsy plus was a big drug fiend / alcoholic back in the day so he was all kinds of messed up. my clearest memory of him was one time at his house when he was throwing pills at me to try to convince me to sleep with his friend. i'm not sure who that says something worse about... anyway, he's all clean and sober now and looks great and is in a band and about to embark on a tour and it was hella cool to see him.
but, oops, suddenly i realize i'm like 5 hours late for the game. so, i drove around wondering how to clean up this snafu when i decided to park my car and write a letter to the friend i'd woken up with to attempt to clear up things once and for all, as well as to say what i'd been trying to say in the first place. i took it to him, made polite conversation, then came over to the daughter's place to watch lord of the rings. yes, folks, i've never seen any of them. no spoilers yet since i've only seen the first cd of the 2cd set for the first movie.
but, i swear to god, i can not watch this movie without saying, "mr. anderson" every time the smith dude is finishing a sentence. does anyone else find that distracting?
so, to make a short story longer than it needs to be - i'm still in santa rosa, missing my audition, because i never got around to asking my parents or ex-husband for a loan until i get a job so i can #1) have gas money for the trip, #2) pay my rent. pathetic. i hate being 32 and knowing i used to be independent and self-sufficient and now i don't even have enough gas money to make it home.
ce'st la vie! today's a new day and i'm ready to kick some ass on the world since hardship only makes me tougher!
but first i'm going to finish lord of the rings.
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What kind of teaser asks for IM info, then doesn't use it or give mer her 411? Oh that's right, your purpose in life lol...