I posted this story, and thought I'd use it here, as a journal entry.
I came very close to getting caught trying to have sex for the very first time . . . I was in high school at the time . . . went over this girl's house after school (we were already good friends) . . . spent the entire afternoon making out... Read More
Funny... was JUST chatting with IKCSmiley about Asheville. I was a bit jaded on it for a reason that is entirely too long, complicated, and stupid. But, it's also been maybe ten years since I've been. I would like someplace that has that mixture of lifestyles, a bit of affordability, and excellent public transportation. It's usually that last one that kills a place for me. I don't foresee ever owning a car again and I want to make sure I can get around.
Do you know there's a Mellow Mushroom in Orlando... it's a franchise, now. How oxymoronish, don't you think? (By the way, I know I may sometimes come across as sounding illiterate, but I would like to think that as long as I have a good understanding of the English language, I am allowed to make up words as I see fit to fulfill my intended meaning).
My "dread" fell out by mid-day... I need to think this through a bit harder. Ow... that thinking shite hurts!
Long day today. In addition to the usual 8:00 AM to 5:30 PM workday, I have to go to a Planning & Zoning meeting at the City tonight, for one of my projects. These meetings usually run from 6:30 PM until 11:00 PM. I think tonight's meeting has a light agenda, so I'm hoping to be out of there by 8:00 PM.
I neglected to enter a couple of things in my checkbook. Aarrghh! I hate it when I do that! I'm anally careful about entering debit card transactions . . . but, every once in a while, I'll be in a hurry, and then Ooops! I have all these little habits and reminders to safeguard against such an eventuality. Damn! Even the best of systems have... Read More
I have to try not to spend any money this week because I spent like a mad motherfucker the week of my research. I get paid on Friday, but only $300. I decided that each month I'm putting away $200 towards getting amante reconnected. For this month I just used the rest of my senior thesis money, but next month it's coming out of my paycheck. Hopefully it will work, because I sure don't want to blow $8000 on a surgery that isn't successful. Fortunately I think the place we want to go gives you a substantial refund if the surgery fails, and their success rate is fantastic.
So, today is only Thursday? Seems like I've already put in a full week. Working yesterday from 8:00 AM to 9:00 PM may have something to do with that. I obtained approval for a new project at Planning and Zoning last night . . 7/0 vote . . clean sweep. Cool! Now I go on to City Council probably in August for my final approvals.... Read More
I abhor organized religion, and just a few years ago read some books on Budism and Zen. Budism is a gentle religion that, unlike the rest, is not based upon guilt and fear.
I was raised Catholic, and saw through the whole hocus pocus thing at an early age. One of my favorite stories . . I was about 10 yrs old, riding home from... Read More
haha yeah I thought she wasnt going with us she said sorry to my dad and my dad believed it shes gonna change this time like the 8th time this has happened. Nope I dont have family at all and no friends really in ca. All of my 2 friends live in NC. I think in dec I might move to NC once I have degree I just want to get school done first. Have a good weekend!
Thank you so much for caring that means a lot.
Ignorance, certainly, would be bliss. Sadly, I have hobbies, and friends who bug me to go out with them every weekend, but I am such the antisocial homebody at times. It just takes too much energy out of me and I think I overanalyze it too much. I used to work in a nightclub for six years and during that time/before that time, I used to go out every weekend I just got over it. Id look around after six years at having worked the same place and see the SAME faces getting drunk, yet AGAIN, and taking home ANOTHER stranger
But, I do agree that winning the lottery might make things a *bit* different. Of course, purusing hobbies and having lots of fun would be first on my list. But, Id definitely be a world explorer not quite the same as traveling, but similar. Well, I think time off from school has given me too much time to think. I know I shouldnt go back, because it was making me quite miserable and its not what I wanted to do, but going back just to occupy my brain seems like a lovely idea dull classes or no. I dont know Im still up in the air on that one.
Well I will be MIA after today, as my NC friend is coming tonight. But, Ill be back on next week. I hope you have a fabulous week/weekend and, as always, Ive got my fingers crossed that at least one of us wins that damned lotto.
Edited because at 6:00 AM, my eyes and my eyes, fingers, and brain have not yet learned to work together.
I have what you might consider to be an unreasonable appetite for hobbies and interests. At various times in my life (and in what seems to be recurring cycles) I hunt, shoot sporting clays, I own several rifles, pistols, and shotguns, I fish, I've owned a lot of boats, I'm an advanced certified diver (plus NITROX), I'm licensed to drive motorcycles - recently sold my... Read More
thanx for shoin' my baby some love on his b-day. Today's a big day for him. He finds out just how much is going to get sucked from his paycheck for the next three months...AND it's his last day of school...all in one day.
hope you are well...