O.K. . . . so its Friday . . end of the week . . thank god!
Its been a shitty week . . too much work, and no fun. And before the day is over, I have to fire someone. Great! I'm always sensitive to the fact that when you fire someone, you are effectively pulling the rug out from under their life. They immediately go into panic mode, thinking about the lack of income. I hate that part, above all else. I know I have to do what I have to do . . . but that doesn't ease the pain.
Its been a shitty week . . too much work, and no fun. And before the day is over, I have to fire someone. Great! I'm always sensitive to the fact that when you fire someone, you are effectively pulling the rug out from under their life. They immediately go into panic mode, thinking about the lack of income. I hate that part, above all else. I know I have to do what I have to do . . . but that doesn't ease the pain.
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the rules of society even make it harder. cause it showes us how love or relationships have to be. but love is free. thats a hard step to take, but i wish i could share my love with so many people, deep love, without hurting.
but mostly love is not free, people are not. its a cage. but dont cage yourself with thoughts, your power will hopefully lead you the way. i dont know.
about my relationships: im still meeting the other boy, having sex and sharing time like a couple. i feel save when im close to him, he takes me more like a woman than my exbf.
still meet my exbf, not having sex, just feeling save because of his smell and the times we had. theres something about him i cant stand, but i love him deeply. hes hurt so much when he knows im at the other guys place, but its nothing in the comparison to him. i told him it is better to let me go my way and still have good times together instead of fighting because i have another one. i can easy talk im not in his position..im sorry for that. but i hope if i was in his position i was strong..
hey man, i hope you find your way. if it helps i send you some love....