In general, I am a straight-forward, say what I mean, mean what I say, content person that can keep on going despite any negative influences in his life. I tend to keep any ill fortune I encounter quiet, as I do not like to solicit peoples sympathies. It is only when someone decides to piss on my parade that really ticks me off.
Here is a little hint to life for everyone in SG land if you know someone is in the middle of a shit storm, do not try to have an argument with them. This never produces positive results.
So, here is my shit storm. (and I dont want anyones fucking sympathies over it)
Those who know me are aware that I occupy a rather high and stressful position within a large corporation. Most of my work is classified and most of my contracts deal with millions of dollars. I know a lot of things I would rather not know and cannot talk about. This alone puts me in territory that would cause most people to blow a gasket. Dont get me wrong, I love my job, but this is the baseline I have to deal with on a daily basis. This is also why, on occasion, I do not have the availability to respond to all the comments that are left in my journal.
Over the years I have lost the majority of my family - grandparents, father, aunts, uncles, cousins. The few I have left I am close to, and half of those are recent additions to the family. Currently, four of them are in and out of hospitalization my mom, my moms husband, my grandmother and my sister. The way things look at the moment, chances are I will lose three of the four before the year (if not July) is out, and all of this has occurred in the past three weeks with the majority over the last two days.
Today was not the day for anyone to piss on my parade, yet it was pissed on . . . the results of which were made public an SG journal and, as such, in a fashion that put events out of order, out of context and in a light that paint me as an awful person. I feel this unfair, unjustified and completely out of line.
I hope someone can provide me with a good reason to even bother dealing with this drama (and I fucking hate drama) and stay on SG. I would recommend that anyone who wishes to remain in contact with me send me an email soon, as my current intention is to close this account when I return from putting some family affairs in order.
Here is a little hint to life for everyone in SG land if you know someone is in the middle of a shit storm, do not try to have an argument with them. This never produces positive results.
So, here is my shit storm. (and I dont want anyones fucking sympathies over it)
Those who know me are aware that I occupy a rather high and stressful position within a large corporation. Most of my work is classified and most of my contracts deal with millions of dollars. I know a lot of things I would rather not know and cannot talk about. This alone puts me in territory that would cause most people to blow a gasket. Dont get me wrong, I love my job, but this is the baseline I have to deal with on a daily basis. This is also why, on occasion, I do not have the availability to respond to all the comments that are left in my journal.
Over the years I have lost the majority of my family - grandparents, father, aunts, uncles, cousins. The few I have left I am close to, and half of those are recent additions to the family. Currently, four of them are in and out of hospitalization my mom, my moms husband, my grandmother and my sister. The way things look at the moment, chances are I will lose three of the four before the year (if not July) is out, and all of this has occurred in the past three weeks with the majority over the last two days.
Today was not the day for anyone to piss on my parade, yet it was pissed on . . . the results of which were made public an SG journal and, as such, in a fashion that put events out of order, out of context and in a light that paint me as an awful person. I feel this unfair, unjustified and completely out of line.
I hope someone can provide me with a good reason to even bother dealing with this drama (and I fucking hate drama) and stay on SG. I would recommend that anyone who wishes to remain in contact with me send me an email soon, as my current intention is to close this account when I return from putting some family affairs in order.
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Simple and short. Life is too short. My work echos yours (I know this) and there are good days and bad days in real life and here, I guess.
what the? email me!
also, i almost left the site once for a someone tormenting me- i thin kyou may recall and realized i did not want to let anyone else fuck up something i enjoy- i hope you decide this...