Written after work last night...
Worst St. Patty's Day Ever
Current mood: rejected
Seriously. I don't think it could have been much worse than it was tonight. Started off with a woman at my bar telling me I wasn't very genuine and that the other bartender was better than me....I told her to leave. Then I had someone else come in and insult me further. What sucks is that it was someone I considered my friend. I was in tears for the majority of the night. In front of everyone. I've never felt so stupid. I am a very honest and trustworthy person and I am very repectful of others. I would like the same in return. I really don't like to be screamed at. For future reference with anyone who reads this...never scream at me. It hurts me more than anything else. I think I'd rather experience physical pain. I would never cheat someone out of their money. Ever. Period. And even though my boss said not to, tomorrow I will try to make things right with this person. Money isn't that important to me, so if it makes you less angry and hurtful, I'll give it to you.
Worst St. Patty's Day Ever
Current mood: rejected
Seriously. I don't think it could have been much worse than it was tonight. Started off with a woman at my bar telling me I wasn't very genuine and that the other bartender was better than me....I told her to leave. Then I had someone else come in and insult me further. What sucks is that it was someone I considered my friend. I was in tears for the majority of the night. In front of everyone. I've never felt so stupid. I am a very honest and trustworthy person and I am very repectful of others. I would like the same in return. I really don't like to be screamed at. For future reference with anyone who reads this...never scream at me. It hurts me more than anything else. I think I'd rather experience physical pain. I would never cheat someone out of their money. Ever. Period. And even though my boss said not to, tomorrow I will try to make things right with this person. Money isn't that important to me, so if it makes you less angry and hurtful, I'll give it to you.
edwin:
I'm sorry to hear that. I kinda know what you mean as I detest when people raise their voice at me. When someone yells at me in a hateful way I fill up with sadness and rage, like a child. I hope the near future works out a little better. 
jj_r0x0rz:
boo on them! Thats not nice at all and someone that you consider a friend as well that would make me so angry.