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I just wanted to post something short since it has been a while. Not a whole lot is new though.

Still working a bunch. Still trying to lose the weight I put on this past winter. Still feeling fat. Still single. Still meeting loser guys, but have a new "possibility." Still hanging out with my girlfriends. Still staying up too late on a weeknight. Still...
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Written after work last night...

Worst St. Patty's Day Ever
Current mood: rejected

Seriously. I don't think it could have been much worse than it was tonight. Started off with a woman at my bar telling me I wasn't very genuine and that the other bartender was better than me....I told her to leave. Then I had someone else come in and insult me further....
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edwin:
I'm sorry to hear that. I kinda know what you mean as I detest when people raise their voice at me. When someone yells at me in a hateful way I fill up with sadness and rage, like a child. I hope the near future works out a little better. smile
jj_r0x0rz:
boo on them! Thats not nice at all and someone that you consider a friend as well that would make me so angry.
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I haven't updated in ages....so here's the deal...

I have 2 jobs. One "real job" weekdays from 8 to 5. (yikes!) And another, bartending on the weekends. So, I'm a very busy girl! And a very tired one most of the time. Unfortunately I can't seem to get tired and go to bed early enough that I'm not completely exhausted for work in the morning....
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jj_r0x0rz:
whoa what happened to your boy toy from scotland?
corra:
update: He's a prick. "Sorry, try again!" mad
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I was inspired by Brisby's blog. So... Valentine's Day...

Here's my version:

No valentine.

Drank a bunch of martinis.

An ex showed up at the bar with a friend of mine.

Left bar pissed off.

Proceeded to send rediculous texts back and forth.

Ex called and screamed at me, calling me "self rightous" (whatever that was supposed to mean) and hung up on me....
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edwin:
Yikes, that sounds pretty bad. I don't know you at all or anything but I don't think anyone deserves a V-day like that. You didn't wake up with a hangover too, did ya?
edwin:
Well then I'm glad at least something small went right for you. smile
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With the dreaded Valentine's Day on the horizon I went and made my imaginary boyfriend a wish list of things he could give me... I know that's pretty silly. But it was fun and I'm bored. Here's the link.

My Wish List

Of course the regular flowers and chocolates are always good too.
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edwin:
Of all the things on your list for your imaginary boyfriend, which one thing would you want most of all?

Do guys get Valentine's gifts too? I've only been seriously involved with someone on Valentine's Day once and we spent the whole day together but there were no gifts, she wouldn't have it.

What's the best Valentine's Day gift you've ever gotten?


edwin:
I like simplicity. Life is hard enough without complexities coming from those we're close to. smile
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I just found out that my ex got married sometime in the last week. They're having a party for friends this sat. so I assume it was last weekend. This is the guy I loved so much I thought I would spend the rest of my life with him. I thought we would have children together. It's been more than a year since we broke...
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whiteyford:
yeah...that _would_ suck.

At least you recognize that he wasn't the right guy for you...and that's a big step. You've moved on, it seems, and that is another big step.

I'd do something silly here to make you laugh but that hardly ever works online...there are _so_ many guys out there clever-er that I am.

*ack*

+wf+ smile
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I quit my job. My day job. The skateboard one. I'm sad. It's the end of an era. Now I'm looking for a replacement. It was pretty good money there, but I had to go. frown
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steveneurotic:
If you're working less at the present, you should come and hang out for a day. smile
argonautgod:
What kind of 'fuck you I'm not coming to work here again' was it? Was it something out of Glengarry Glen Ross or something a touch more understated? biggrin
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Something has to change. Soon. That's all. frown
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jj_r0x0rz:
frown yea i know what you mean i wanna be back in scotland
jj_r0x0rz:
I always just got really sleepy and that was about it
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RRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Oh my god!!!! I am so pissed off!

The story behind the story is....I used to date this guy and we still hangout sometimes (but don't sleep together). I saw him out last Sunday and he was all sweet and I gave him a ride home and he was all kissing on me but I didn't go in. Just dropped him off. Well I...
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zenobia:
just think of it as another reminder of why you don't date him anymore
ursula:
just hit him next time,
don't waste anymore good beer!


your sister has a fantastic birthday.
<3
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Ehhhh...not much to say.

My AC broke this past weekend. That was GRRRRREAT!!! For 2 days it was between 90-95 degrees in my house for most of the day. it's fixed now.

Ummmm... I'm still planning on taking a trip to Scotland in late Aug. or early Sep. and going to Gran Canary from there for a bit.

I'm working a new bartending job and...
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lemuria:
woah! i forgot scattergories! i love that game soooo much! biggrin
and the 80s prom theme sounds super fun!
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Hope everyone had a great 4th of July weekend! I spent most of it either on a boat, on the beach, or in a bar. It was actually the first weekend I haven't had work in a long time. Now tomorrow it's back to work for me! I talked to the boy in Scotland and we've tossed around the idea of me moving out there...
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jj_r0x0rz:
I'm pretty sure all that food stuffs doesn't weigh that much ^_^ i mean it can't weigh 50 pounds
yushi:
Where in Scotland would you move to?
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So, my last blog made it seem like I was fishing for compliments and feeling sorry for myself. And maybe I was feeling sorry for myself just a little bit. Sorry if I sounded pathetic. Now for something nice!....

Twice this past week while cocktail waitressing at the bar, I was lucky enought to be the recipient of large tips. Two different guys left me...
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braddropout:
Excellent! What a lucky guy. Sprinklers and underwear. What a combo.
shirleydanger:
if only i could be tipped that well...damn, lucky.