corpsebong138

Well, as usual, my fucking plans to have some fun have been shot down. My buddy who was going to Kottonmouth Kings can't go to the show now cuz he owes not one but two of his weed men a grand a piece. I'm not pissed at him or anything; I don't want my juggalos to be dead or have broken limbs. I'm just really bummed about the situation. This is a show that actually means something to me. These bands are ones that I really relate to and are a good reflection of some of my ideals. I would go by myself,cuz I'm used to that in JAX; no one I know here likes punk rock or true hip hop. I just don't want to drive 3 or 4 hours both ways to a town I'm unfamiliar with and be there by myself.
So here I sit,like a whiny little kid who never gets his way...feeling sorry for myself. I hate feeling like this. I try to at least pretend I'm in a good mood even when I'm not. I'm always depressed but most people think I'm always in the greatest of moods.
I've missed a ton of shows because of similar situations (last time was when Alkaline Trio came to Orlando), so I'll get over it--hell, I half expected it to go down this way.
Anyway, I suppose it's for the best. I have 2 presentations I have to work on for school. One on the Adrenal glands and the other on Reiki(I'm going to a Reiki seminar Saturday) I never gave a presentation before so I suppose I'll need all the time and motivation I can get.
Guess It wasn't meant to be..........
Hope everyone in SG land is doing well and has a cool weekend.
peace