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Both sound kinda weak really, if you really are dominant you should be able to keep them in line just by presence and telling them what you want. (or at least after a few times of putting some punishment in practice)

What you're doing now sounds more like bribery because you're not up to the task, you're not dominating them into submission, you're buying it by making promises and concessions. You're saying "Or else..." with no real "else" you actually feel up to inflicting on them.

if you are trying to be a phone Dominant, tell them to take a rubber band around the wrist and when they dont obey, they have to snap themselves with it

looking forward to the show and hanging out with you. Sadly sixele has fallen ILL so i will just be going with my friend kristen and her bf erik. But still fun times all arouund . and i didnt know there was an after party at NEO but now that i know i WILL have to attend it. I love NEO. looking forward to talking to you and hanging out with you later

tease!

ive always liked neo, but its hard to get people to go with so im there like once every 2 months if im lucky
they play my favorite type of music

Ya friends with benefits is a very tough situation. For somebody is going to eventually have feelings.Nobody can handle it that well. I mean you were in a relationship with him so ofcourse there will be lingering feelings. The only way you get over them is by starting a new relationship wiithout alll the dicking around.That my two cents but what do I know. I am a virgin who has never been in a real relationship. Nothing wrong with being a pervert either.

I've tried the Fw/B before and its not for me either. Yeah i know i gave ya a mouth full last time lol i tend to just say everything thats on my mind and i kinda.. well ramble and i hope you didnt mind. I just wanted to let you know that you aren't the only person goiing through it or who has gone through it. I hope we can meet up at the show and don't worry about not having anything to talk about both me and sixele can be shy too lol. I have some back problems too as well as knee problems so feel free to show up we can all find a nice place to cop a squat from time to time to give our bodies a rest.

i saw Static-X at HOB couple years back with Thurmis when Mushroomhead opened for them. awesome show! if i can get him to go again, im definitely down. never seen OTEP before, but from the 3 songs off the new album i heard, i think its gonna kick major ass!

I know how hard shit like that can be. I have done the same thing. I've had my heart played with and batted around. I had it done to me for over a year by the same woman we would seperate cause she couldnt handle being with me and then come crying back to me (sometimes litterally) saying how she missed me and couldnt live with out me close to her and then soon after she would go and break my heart with the same old story again. I finally got sick of it and when she tried it the last time i didnt let it happen. In the year of heart break i too tried the sex with no attachments and no or little relationship. I can't lie and say i had no fun durring that time. Cause i met alot of interesting people and had alot of fun times. But it wasn't fullfilling in the long run.
In my past I've also done the same thing as you for love and affection. Ive given up everything to find or keep it. I moved to TN and had the worst 2 years of my life. I gave up all my friends and even distanced myself from my mom ( always been very close to her since its a one parent household i grew up in) cause my ex-fiance wanted me to cause... she was jealouse of my MOM and friends. So i did all that and destroyed my life all for wanting love.
I know there are VERY hard times and while some people will say NEVER GIVE UP you will find someone. Honestly fuck them sometimes you HAVE to give up. After my ex-fiance i didnt date AT ALL didnt have sex didnt do anything for almost 2 years. And after my last major GF who likes to keep breaking my heart broke my heart for the first and worst time. I was in shambles and pretty much slept around and had fun which isn't the type of person i normally am.
Right now its hard YES it wont get easy even when you have someone who loves AND respects you. Respects you for you not your body or for sex or for what you can give them. Just for you and who you are inside.
Well i don't know how to end this well. I'm not going to end it with the typical "hang in there you'll find someone good for you" cause thats old and tired BS that ANYONE can say with out knowing you. I will say this. I look forward to seeing you at the TYPE O NEGATIVE show this coming monday and maybe me you and sixele can just have a great time at the concert and not worry about any bad shit just a rockin good time. ( if you wanna contact me more directly so we can maybe set something up for the show my cell phone number is on the invite posted on my page)

happy early birthday!! as you may have read on my page, i wish i was still 26, but hey....what can you do?
thanks for the add on myspace.....to be honest, i am on SG more than myspace, just because nobody really comments much to me on there.....but i will have to make more visits there!!
have you always lived in this area?

Nope. No trees. Good idea though.

yay me

im not gonna cancel my appt. i wanna get it done. if i go swimming i'll just wrap my thigh in saran wrap and duct tape it. i want my damn tattoo!!

shut up , your not dead

Glad to see you take an interest in the finer things in life. Happy Birthday This is random, I do realize that.

and who is this?? ^^^^