So here is the start of my fabulous night/day whatever you call it when your schedule is in reverse. I haven't pooped in 2 days so my stomach is completely bloated and yes, its fair to say that I'm full of shit. It must have to rain out or god hates me because my fucking knee kept popping, my neck AND back hurt at work...
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NEW REVELATION!! I'm not straight....I'm not gay....I'm not bisexual....I'm PANSEXUAL!!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pansexuality
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pansexuality
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apexxx:
hmmm, well all of the fights i saw, everyone involved always got ejected. so maybe we werent in the same area... sheesh! so many fights in one concert! 
its safe to say Static-X brings out the best in us all, huh? 
...or maybe its the fact it was all ages and the stuid punk ass shits with no brains came out 
its safe to say Static-X brings out the best in us all, huh? ...or maybe its the fact it was all ages and the stuid punk ass shits with no brains came out 
thedvsmonkey:
asshole. i hate happy people. 
Brutal! 
Long..........so dont read on if you dont have time. Its just my brain running in circles again. I would put it behind a cut, but I dont know how to do that. So blow me.
well i think im falling in love with john. last time we saw each other was in mid march...and we kissed.with tongue!! hehehehe. seriously though..it was awesome. but the relationship...
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well i think im falling in love with john. last time we saw each other was in mid march...and we kissed.with tongue!! hehehehe. seriously though..it was awesome. but the relationship...
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pepelepew:
All guys are fearful.of being vulnerable.For vulnerability=weakness and no guy wants to be weak.Hey I would fuck if you offered.
claw:
There could be a lot of reasons why he doesn't seem to be interested.
Perhaps, like you, he's concerned that it'll spoil your friendship. Or maybe he doesn't see you in that way, maybe you just aren't his type. Or maybe he is interested but would rather go with the flow - some people like to take things at a steady pace, not just jump straight in the sack. In fact I think you'll find that a surprising amount of guys even find a sexually aggressive female (which is how you come across there) rather unattractive or intimidating.
Asking him outright might seem like the smart thing to do but a lot of men have trouble expressing their feelings, or even understanding them. Or, if he's just not into you, he might be afraid of hurting of your feelings. Even if this guy is usually bold, you might find that around you he might be uncharacteristically shy.
If you're determined to pursue him try to be a little more subtle. Take the focus of sex, at least as far as he's concerned. Drop the hints, the outright questions and so on... just go with the flow a little more and try to develop anything that happens with him more naturally. Or maybe try giving him the opportunity to set the pace, you might find that if you play it a coy he'll take the lead.
Perhaps, like you, he's concerned that it'll spoil your friendship. Or maybe he doesn't see you in that way, maybe you just aren't his type. Or maybe he is interested but would rather go with the flow - some people like to take things at a steady pace, not just jump straight in the sack. In fact I think you'll find that a surprising amount of guys even find a sexually aggressive female (which is how you come across there) rather unattractive or intimidating.
Asking him outright might seem like the smart thing to do but a lot of men have trouble expressing their feelings, or even understanding them. Or, if he's just not into you, he might be afraid of hurting of your feelings. Even if this guy is usually bold, you might find that around you he might be uncharacteristically shy.
If you're determined to pursue him try to be a little more subtle. Take the focus of sex, at least as far as he's concerned. Drop the hints, the outright questions and so on... just go with the flow a little more and try to develop anything that happens with him more naturally. Or maybe try giving him the opportunity to set the pace, you might find that if you play it a coy he'll take the lead.
So I've been trying to get in this one guys pants for years.....the asshole will not fuck me. I kissed him once a few months ago...but whenever I ask him to do stuff, he has other plans. So I just asked him "what the hell is your problem, are you not attracted to me?" and he said "i am, thats not the problem, dont think...
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jjkitten:
Hehe, now tease him and dont give him any
Break out the toy(s)
-K
Break out the toy(s)
-K
I am very scared right now. I think I am becoming hollow inside. I dont think im capable of being able to romantically love a man. ever again. when i meet someone i really connect with, i go apeshit and move way too fast, and apparently that scares them away; or if they dont get scared away, then i drive myself insane with thoughts that...
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thedvsmonkey:
No, it wasn't us. Not at kinetic playground anyways! 
teeman:
Are your mates still bailin' on ya?
Yeah its a shame love cant be structured like a career can. Cant set goals, learn anything tangible, switch it off at the end of every day if its getting you down or get paid haha. Because of my chosen career I'm not even home 9 days out of the fortnight, so I'm with you on the slightly neurotic part and subsequently had countless relationships just dissolve because of one reason or another...
But given the choice again I'd still choose the path of career over love (at the moment, atleast). As long as the work you choose makes you as happy as you can be without the thoughts of definitely meeting someone, thats all that can be expected.
And according to my new plasma TV, I'll be happy for a little while longer while I wait for Miss Right to drunkenly stumble by
Yeah its a shame love cant be structured like a career can. Cant set goals, learn anything tangible, switch it off at the end of every day if its getting you down or get paid haha. Because of my chosen career I'm not even home 9 days out of the fortnight, so I'm with you on the slightly neurotic part and subsequently had countless relationships just dissolve because of one reason or another...
But given the choice again I'd still choose the path of career over love (at the moment, atleast). As long as the work you choose makes you as happy as you can be without the thoughts of definitely meeting someone, thats all that can be expected.
And according to my new plasma TV, I'll be happy for a little while longer while I wait for Miss Right to drunkenly stumble by
Just for shits and giggles, here is a list of the following excuses I've heard for being ditched and or getting dumped:
"I was bored"
"I didn't know we were together"
"Work"
"I like it too much"
"I was nervous"
"I'm scared to love"
"I don't want to fall in love"
"I was bored"
"I didn't know we were together"
"Work"
"I like it too much"
"I was nervous"
"I'm scared to love"
"I don't want to fall in love"
Do I want Kentucky Fried Chicken ( I'm sorry KFC) or Taco Bell for lunch? I either want that dinner bowl thingie with the mashed potaters and corn or nachos bell grande. I'm in a fattening food mood right now.
apexxx:
about a block from me, we have one of those Tace Bell/KFC combo restaurants. that would totally help solve your delemma
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apexxx:
sorry we didnt get a chance to talk.
i went to introduce you to some sgc'ers and you dissappeared.
well im sure ill see ya around sooner or later
hope you enjoyed the concert
i went to introduce you to some sgc'ers and you dissappeared.
well im sure ill see ya around sooner or later
hope you enjoyed the concert
About to go to bed, just thought I'd let everyone know that White Castles is the devil and I haven't pooped since I ate it. My back is killing me, as usual..... been fantasizing about Maya since Thursday night. Which makes me wonder where all the hot chicks are in the fucking town that I don't have to pay to touch me. And...yea....I just want...
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trocar:
Death is a debt, by nature due.
I've paid my shot,And so must you. (1800)
We have payment plans in "the embalming room". Welcome aboard.
I've paid my shot,And so must you. (1800)
We have payment plans in "the embalming room". Welcome aboard.
salome:
Hey sorry about the lost comment. I hope you understand that I get tons of comments and private messages all the time and it's hard to keep track. One of the downsides of being naked on the internet. Anyway, let me know when you want to go to a bar!
Went to Exit last night...I had liquid courage to get dommed by Maya, Cleo and Bee. It was fabulous. It felt so good on my back and neck because of my chronic problems. Maya is so sweet and I got to lick her boots.
I think I'm gonna stop trying to be a pro domme. I just don't have it in me. Guess it wasn't...
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I think I'm gonna stop trying to be a pro domme. I just don't have it in me. Guess it wasn't...
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snottlebocket:
They werent' accusations really, you said so yourself that you found it quite hard to do. Maybe you shouldn't take it so serious, just because you aren't quite up to the task of playing pro domme doesn't mean you can't have some dominant fun in a more relaxed way at home. And maybe we when you get pretty good at that you can go back and try your hand at being a pro again.