I hope I'm not destroying my relationship by being argumentative. Its a bad habit I'm trying to break. Sorry Gabe.
I'm studying the Wiccan religion and soon hope to become Wiccan, but its fucking expensive, just like all hobbies.
I'm very worried about money and school....but not that worried. I just hope I don't max out my credit card.
Worried about waking up early. Worried...
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I'm studying the Wiccan religion and soon hope to become Wiccan, but its fucking expensive, just like all hobbies.
I'm very worried about money and school....but not that worried. I just hope I don't max out my credit card.
Worried about waking up early. Worried...
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Got my septum pierced. Hurt a little bit cuz its a lot of skin to go through, so I could feel the needle going thru each layer of skin. Right now its just a clear retainer, but I can't wait to put a ring in. Saw Transformers yesterday, FUCKING ROCKED!! Seriously, best movie I've seen in 10 years. SO good. It has got to win...
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scarekrow:
Huzzah. I'd dig going to Teehan's with you, and you're more than welcome to walk across the street and pass out at my place.
scarekrow:
I have been wanting to go to Exit.
Oh I figured out why I'm acting like such a fucking spazoid. PMS!!! Maybe its actually PMDD and I need more drugs, cuz the tv told me buy them. Right now, I feel blank. Nothing really satisfying me at the moment. No beer, no drugs, no cigs, no people, no music, no books, no tv. I tried it all. I can't sleep. Maybe I should...
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I GOT INTO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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gabek:
Congrats baby

brixton:
hes in florida for 4 days, visiting his mom.
and congrats on you getting into school!!!!!
and congrats on you getting into school!!!!!
Working two 13 hour shifts is so not fun. Its going to take me a few days to recover so god help anyone who tells me to do anything....namely my asshole dad. I can just see it now "do the dishes"...HAHAHAHHA. I don't think I'll be able to hold back if I hear one fucking word out his mouth considering hes been home this entire...
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Fab weekend. I ate so much fatty food I feel like I've gained 10 lbs in 3 days. Work tomorrow, I'm a little nervous cuz of my last time at work. Maybe its cuz I didn't go to chiro last week. Right now I have a damn headache again. And...its hot in here...as usual. My dads a prick as usual. I can't wait to fucking...
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apexxx:
good luck! hope you get into school!
So here is the start of my fabulous night/day whatever you call it when your schedule is in reverse. I haven't pooped in 2 days so my stomach is completely bloated and yes, its fair to say that I'm full of shit. It must have to rain out or god hates me because my fucking knee kept popping, my neck AND back hurt at work...
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NEW REVELATION!! I'm not straight....I'm not gay....I'm not bisexual....I'm PANSEXUAL!!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pansexuality
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pansexuality


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apexxx:
hmmm, well all of the fights i saw, everyone involved always got ejected. so maybe we werent in the same area... sheesh! so many fights in one concert!
its safe to say Static-X brings out the best in us all, huh?
...or maybe its the fact it was all ages and the stuid punk ass shits with no brains came out




thedvsmonkey:
asshole. i hate happy people.
Brutal!
Long..........so dont read on if you dont have time. Its just my brain running in circles again. I would put it behind a cut, but I dont know how to do that. So blow me.
well i think im falling in love with john. last time we saw each other was in mid march...and we kissed.with tongue!! hehehehe. seriously though..it was awesome. but the relationship...
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well i think im falling in love with john. last time we saw each other was in mid march...and we kissed.with tongue!! hehehehe. seriously though..it was awesome. but the relationship...
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pepelepew:
All guys are fearful.of being vulnerable.For vulnerability=weakness and no guy wants to be weak.Hey I would fuck if you offered.

claw:
There could be a lot of reasons why he doesn't seem to be interested.
Perhaps, like you, he's concerned that it'll spoil your friendship. Or maybe he doesn't see you in that way, maybe you just aren't his type. Or maybe he is interested but would rather go with the flow - some people like to take things at a steady pace, not just jump straight in the sack. In fact I think you'll find that a surprising amount of guys even find a sexually aggressive female (which is how you come across there) rather unattractive or intimidating.
Asking him outright might seem like the smart thing to do but a lot of men have trouble expressing their feelings, or even understanding them. Or, if he's just not into you, he might be afraid of hurting of your feelings. Even if this guy is usually bold, you might find that around you he might be uncharacteristically shy.
If you're determined to pursue him try to be a little more subtle. Take the focus of sex, at least as far as he's concerned. Drop the hints, the outright questions and so on... just go with the flow a little more and try to develop anything that happens with him more naturally. Or maybe try giving him the opportunity to set the pace, you might find that if you play it a coy he'll take the lead.
Perhaps, like you, he's concerned that it'll spoil your friendship. Or maybe he doesn't see you in that way, maybe you just aren't his type. Or maybe he is interested but would rather go with the flow - some people like to take things at a steady pace, not just jump straight in the sack. In fact I think you'll find that a surprising amount of guys even find a sexually aggressive female (which is how you come across there) rather unattractive or intimidating.
Asking him outright might seem like the smart thing to do but a lot of men have trouble expressing their feelings, or even understanding them. Or, if he's just not into you, he might be afraid of hurting of your feelings. Even if this guy is usually bold, you might find that around you he might be uncharacteristically shy.
If you're determined to pursue him try to be a little more subtle. Take the focus of sex, at least as far as he's concerned. Drop the hints, the outright questions and so on... just go with the flow a little more and try to develop anything that happens with him more naturally. Or maybe try giving him the opportunity to set the pace, you might find that if you play it a coy he'll take the lead.
So I've been trying to get in this one guys pants for years.....the asshole will not fuck me. I kissed him once a few months ago...but whenever I ask him to do stuff, he has other plans. So I just asked him "what the hell is your problem, are you not attracted to me?" and he said "i am, thats not the problem, dont think...
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jjkitten:
Hehe, now tease him and dont give him any
Break out the toy(s)
-K

Break out the toy(s)

-K
I am very scared right now. I think I am becoming hollow inside. I dont think im capable of being able to romantically love a man. ever again. when i meet someone i really connect with, i go apeshit and move way too fast, and apparently that scares them away; or if they dont get scared away, then i drive myself insane with thoughts that...
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thedvsmonkey:
No, it wasn't us. Not at kinetic playground anyways!


teeman:
Are your mates still bailin' on ya?
Yeah its a shame love cant be structured like a career can. Cant set goals, learn anything tangible, switch it off at the end of every day if its getting you down or get paid haha. Because of my chosen career I'm not even home 9 days out of the fortnight, so I'm with you on the slightly neurotic part and subsequently had countless relationships just dissolve because of one reason or another...
But given the choice again I'd still choose the path of career over love (at the moment, atleast). As long as the work you choose makes you as happy as you can be without the thoughts of definitely meeting someone, thats all that can be expected.
And according to my new plasma TV, I'll be happy for a little while longer while I wait for Miss Right to drunkenly stumble by

Yeah its a shame love cant be structured like a career can. Cant set goals, learn anything tangible, switch it off at the end of every day if its getting you down or get paid haha. Because of my chosen career I'm not even home 9 days out of the fortnight, so I'm with you on the slightly neurotic part and subsequently had countless relationships just dissolve because of one reason or another...
But given the choice again I'd still choose the path of career over love (at the moment, atleast). As long as the work you choose makes you as happy as you can be without the thoughts of definitely meeting someone, thats all that can be expected.
And according to my new plasma TV, I'll be happy for a little while longer while I wait for Miss Right to drunkenly stumble by

Just for shits and giggles, here is a list of the following excuses I've heard for being ditched and or getting dumped:
"I was bored"
"I didn't know we were together"
"Work"
"I like it too much"
"I was nervous"
"I'm scared to love"
"I don't want to fall in love"
"I was bored"
"I didn't know we were together"
"Work"
"I like it too much"
"I was nervous"
"I'm scared to love"
"I don't want to fall in love"
your boyfriend acted like a douche on that thread.
xxxx