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dood, so what did you end up doin' last night? did you fall into the trap? hehe

rum is bad mmmkay? Back to drinking vodka when doing heavy drinking, rum just kills my damn stomach too much. I've been feeling off all day today.
or beer, but beer won't get me drunk.

[Edited on Aug 07, 2005 8:48PM]

So I should change it to "Hey mister, would you like to buy some girl scout nookies?".

I would have more to comment on from your journal entry but I can't get past where you say that "Cox is sucking" without doing a really bad Beavis. "Eh he hehe, he said Cox is sucking!"

yes COX does tend to suck cock, i don't like them one little bit.

i ♥ the name winnie

Okay, on the zombie front I'd have to say I don't know who. Obviously, there are easy choices from history (Hitler, Johnny Carson, etc). There are some people I went to high school with that I'd like to kill as zombies, but that goes back to the whole thing with them not really being dead yet. So then that made me wonder if I came across Rachel, who is just a complete bitch of a human being, still alive and running from the zombies would I enjoy doing an "oops, I thought she was a zombie!" or would I take her on as part of my new group of survivors? Would be nice to have all the help I could get, but she'd probably slow me down with her whining bitchy attitude.

What to do? What to do?

Ha... maybe it's something about Rachels. And you're right, that would be the perfect role for her. I mean, every good horror movie has at least one really dumb girl who gets used as bait, right? Lull her in with a false sense of security... "here you are, just take this can of hairspray and a lighter. Zombies are afraid of fire. You'll be fine and we'll come back for you in a bit. We just need you to distract them!"

i would love another cat but i don't think my oldest cat would forgive me if i brought another one home

new clothes are fun but when you try to update your whole wardrobe at once it can be painful on the wallet.

my dad used to go to this shoe repair guy in tempe:
Abe's Shoe Repair
(480) 829-6014
(480) 839-6014
1855 E Guadalupe Rd
Tempe, AZ 85283
my dad has very expensive shoes because he has like an H wide foot so he doesn't let just anyone touch them. i don't know if abe does boots though.

ah but you see, i never said i was seeking surrealism. merely, am i giving in to it, letting it surround me. life in all fashions is intricate and chaotic. so much time is spent trying to make sense of it, and now we even think it rational as we spend almost every moment of our waking life doing so. and then back to square one, and we are left unsettled.

But is surealism a reality of life or is it a byproduct of another reality of life?

My philosophy that war, or in general just conflict is a natural state of things. You can't have inner peace if you seek outer peace because you are denying the natural state of things. So you are forever filled with inner turmoil striving to stop it.

However, if you accept the reality of conflict, and its byproducts(chaos, surrealism, and flux) as just the price of things, you can be at peace inside.

Myself, I find it hard... because I want to change things and make them better as my nature, and I think that is the nature of most people. At least most people want to be able to change things... be it for better or worse.

But if you just accept the frustrating things in life and embrace them, your stress is much lower. Just my 2cents, and i'm ranting in my own comments section... I *must* be bored.