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Being an insomniac & arguing with people is god damned annoying. As if it isn't hard enough for me to get to sleep, and stay asleep as is, I lay awake and re-hash conversations. I re-analyze and make myself into a god damned mental patient trying to figure out what stuff means, ya know? Like today, I went to lunch with a friend... and got some snippy responses from Steph back. I was a bit puzzled by it. Later in the day I asked if she wanted to do lunch on Thursday... her response was:

"I may be dropping my moms car off at the shop."(where justin works yayyyy)
I said "Okay, well maybe we can get together a bit after that or something. Just have no lunch or afternoon plans so I figured we could do something."
to which I got:"Ah. I'm sure someone will come up for u to have lunch with ^_^"
(i hate smart ass snippy responses btw lol.)
So I replied: "Ha ha. True, I just thought I'd give you first dibbs."
to which I got the responce "Ah. That was thoughtful."
(IE: I pissed her off back)
An hour goes by and she says to me.
"I get the impression you are exploring other options. If u are I'd rather know out right."

I've honestly not been acting THAT differently. I mean c'mon a simple lunch with a friend and she reacts like that? That makes me think that perhaps SHE was considering HER options so she is ... oh god whats the shrink term.... projecting. What do you folks think about that one?

Besides... does she really get the right to be jealous of a simple lunch with a friend when SHE IS MOVING IN "for a few weeks" WITH HER EX?! Uhhh survey says no.

Besides, I asked her to lunch on Tuesday, If she wanted to do lunch on Wednesday, she could have asked me. Seriously... guys like to be asked too. It lets us know we're wanted, and everybody likes a little reassurance of being wanted from time to time.