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Found out my bestfriend as a kid got married and moved to the Czech republic to play Jazz. Weirdness. Cool, but still odd. Guess I'll have to plan a trip to Europe sometime soon.

Tahiti is absolutely beautiful but overpriced beyond anything I can convey without lots and lots of 4 letter words.

Still, being back and having to catch up on work sucks. I'd rather be in a tropical paradice spending too much money and relaxing in the sun. Because right now I've got this icky stressed feeling in the pit of my stomach, and it feels like someone kicked me in the throat. Everything basically has to be finished by Wednesday, and I have no motivation. Oh well hehehe.

It's always good to be home... but not in some ways. Anyone know how I can be a professional vacationer? lol. As long as I have a computer, where I lay my head is home.

Song that kinda captures the way I feel today:
"Something's gotta change again
I'm losing, my inspirations gone, oh no oh no
Seeing through some different eyes
I can't find, my medications failed, again again

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day " - Sugarcult