its monday again. and i have the freakin day off so happy. i actually had two days off in a row. the world must have stopped for a minute. but i will now get to work for almost 2 weeks straight so that fuckin blows. yesterday me and my friend went to the grocery store and i was wearin one of my pornstar shirts. it happened to be the one with a girl givin a guy head while standing and the people are the people off of bathroom signs. well the girl at the checkout glaced up and caught my shirt and said she really liked it and that its perfect for all us sex addicts and i laughed agreed and we walked away. well as were leavin my friend goes i think she was hittin on you you should go back and get her number. and long story short i didnt do it and i should have. im so afraid of rejection that id rather be alone then just try to talk to a stranger that shows a bit of interest.
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what helps me is the thrill. the fear adds to it.
as you know there is no real chance of bad happening.
rejection is something to deal with. it is so limiting. fuck the world. grow into being whatever the fuck you like. be careless.
how to deal with fear of rejection? that is the question. do it soon. because you will do it by the time you are old anyway. but then you be more likely to be rejected because of wrinkles etc.,
love
xxx